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Gawd!! I am SOOO PISSED OFF!!!
NOW I SEE WHY WOMEN GO LESBIAN JUST BECAUSE OF MEN! gonk scream
BEING WITH MEN MAKE ME WANNA GO STRAIGHT THEY make me so FUSTRATED!!
I mean my x boyfriend ( not gonna say any names.. ) *cough* *cough*
yes this was online but I SWEAR online MUST be worse then REAL life!!
I mean twice as more drama, twice as more lies. NO TRIPLE THE MORE LIES. SERIOUSLY. I mean YEAH, in the relashionship I had MY FAULTS. BUT HE NEVER relized HIS.
LIKE.
he cheated on me on NEW YEARS 2007.
he got drunk though.
phone sex
my friend.
-_-
I KNOW HE WAS DRUNK, BUT WTF?? DONT DRINK IDIOT THATS FREAKIN RETARDED.
I KNOW ITS A NEW YEAR CELEBERATE BUT REALLY. CMON.
&&&; like he DUMPS ME AFEW DAYS BEFORE VALENTINES DAY. WHAT A a**. AND WHEN I ASKED "WHY DID U DUMP ME?" he said "Because, in my last relashionship I learned not to listen to words" <- ROFL. WHAT? neutral
Total BS. I DONT BELIEVE THAT. &&&; another thing. Like afew months. On August 17th. He asked me to be his BF again. I said yes. &&&: like he has been the WORSE BF. Like through our whole relashionship (2 years) that was HORRIABLE. I know hes busy with school, and stuff. BUT REALLY he cant even say I LOVE YOU ONCE IN A AWHILE? SCREW HIM. &&& when I give him a gift. Of course I say
"No thanks, you dont need to give anything back" doesnt he think MAYBE I DO! want something in return other then a simple "thank u"?? D: I MEAN dont be so selfish, and self-centered man!
AND WHEN I SAY I LOVE HIM HE NEVER SAYS IT BACK. NEVER. EVER. SAYS IT. EVER. lol. No really. he doesnt. D:
then like oh heres a GOOD ONE.
HE, you see. I left Gaiaonline for awhile. Then came back, cause my mom took away my computer but let me back on. You see, when I came back online I looked at his "last logged in" and it said AUGUST 18TH. MY BDAY. and I was like
"......." then I looked at his journal and it was something he wrote about me, and I was so hurt. guilty. alone. I wrote messages to him constantly, saying I love him, come back, and stuff..
I wrote a message saying its my final message..i love you..forever bye..
then he wrote back, alittle while after, I WAS PISSED OFF. I didnt believe the BS he gave me "My computer broke down on your bday" BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BULLSHIT.
Now I know that I cant love someone that I can write down all this BS he pulled on me, Yeah Ii have my faults. I admit. I cheated, I lied. I did. I admit that. I'm not such a good person either. But he has to relize.
I'm not fooling aroud anymore.
emo ok well this is my rant..about how my x sucks a**. [:
thanks.
bye .
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