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Q: How do you feel about being called a psychopath?
A: "I think it's quite funny actually. Anyone who calls me a psychopath obviously has no idea what that means. The definition of a psychopath is 'A person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior'. Psychopaths are easy to predict, in my opinion, in the sense that you can expect for them to be violent and unpredictable. People who call me a psychopath really should do their research.

Q: Are you a psychopath?
A: "Oh heavens, no! I do not have any mental disorders and I highly doubt that anyone has seen me as anything but pleasant in social situations. If you must put a label on me you may use the term sociopath. 'A person with a personality disorder manifesting itself in extreme antisocial attitudes and behavior and a lack of conscience'. That is the definition of a sociopath. Taking it a step further, high-functioning sociopath is also an acceptable term. How was it that Vincent described me? 'You present yourself as something you're not; you mimic feelings and empathy. You don't actually feel or care but you sure as hell can pretend to get what you want. Sociopaths are very destructive, whatever level they function on, but you're highly intelligent, successful, and very analytical.' He's such a charmer~ That is the best description of myself that I've ever gotten from someone else. I view life as a game, like chess, everything is calculated. I don't care whether I hurt your feelings or not. We could have been on friendly terms with each other for years and if you jumped off of a building I would not feel a single thing. ...Except perhaps irritation if I needed you for something I was planning. In my last answer I said that people who are afraid of me because they think I'm a psychopath are silly. I am worse than anything your pathetically small mind could possibly comprehend. I will use you, I will hurt you, I will break you in every sense of the word, and when I am through with you...you will wholeheartedly believe that it was everything you asked for."

Q: You say that you're a sociopath...and yet you claim to love your little brother. What does that mean?
A: "This is actually quite complicated to answer. I, of course, know exactly how I feel about Zacharie...but explaining it to someone who doesn't feel things the way I do is almost impossible. I will try my best though. I guess I should start out by explaining how I feel about most people. Most people assume that because someone is a sociopath they don't feel anything at all. That's not true. I feel anger, frustration, sadness, happiness...I just don't feel them as you would and I certainly don't feel them over other people. People seem to think that I have malicious feelings toward others. The truth is that I have very little true feeling at all for others, which allows me to treat others as objects. The effect of my behavior is undoubtedly malicious, though the intention is not necessarily the same thing. I have relationships, though not what anyone would deem 'healthy'. Let's see...how do I explain this? I suppose the simplest way to put it is that there are things that are 'Mine' and things that are 'Not Mine'. Things, and people, that are Mine receive the best care that I can give them. Things that are Not Mine are attainable objects that, given my interest, could become Mine. Simplified even further, if it's Not Mine and I want it, it will become Mine. That being said, does that mean that Zacharie simply falls into the Mine category? No, absolutely not. Zacharie has a category all to himself. I feel an intense...ownership, of sorts, over my younger brother. Not in the same way that I feel for Velencia, my piano, or Vincent though. When Zacharie was born I knew, even at the tender age of eleven, that what I feel for him is as close to 'love' as I will likely ever get. It's like he was put on this Earth for me, and me alone, to care for. I'm the only one who is allowed to bring him happiness. I'm the only suitable person for him to spill his worries to, I'm the only person who should hear his deepest secrets and thoughts. I'm the only one that can cause him harm, whether it be physical or psychological. I put him above all else because he is a piece of me and I am the most important thing in my life."

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Zacharie Dubois
My darling, precious, perfect baby brother. I'm so, so happy to have found him and grateful that things are going as smoothly as they are. It's obvious that he thinks highly of me, I just need to ready a few more things and then he'll be fully mine~

Louis Roux
An associate of mine since my years in college. Very useful, I'd be at a loss without his help.

Vincent St. Amour
I've known Vincent for almost a decade. He kept me grounded and I ensured he kept himself in control, it really was as simple as that.

Nicolette Lachapelle
Such a sweet, naive girl. She seems so curious about everything...it reminds me of Zacharie. She'd do well to look out though, there are a lot of people who would take advantage of her.

Rosie Ewell
Very loyal, very sweet. I've only talked to her a few times but I've always learned something interesting. More information needed.

Vince
Such an interesting fellow! He's not a fighter and yet he volunteered for the raid. He seems very intelligent though I'm not sure where his interest of study lies. Obviously to anything medical he's too squeamish...it's cute if not incredibly annoying. More information is required.

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