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 Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 8:16 pm
I'm not going to fluff it up too much: I want to kill myself.
So I figured I had seasonal affective disorder (which is when you have depression only during winter and the gray season). And when spring/summer arrived, I was happy as a clam. I just graduated, I'm moving out of my crappy house, and life is great. BUT I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
Why? Because I DON'T have seasonal affective disorder. My depression is caused by exposure to Twilight. That's right. An ad just came on in the middle of Pretty Woman (it's not that great of a movie, in my opinion). So I slammed the power button on the TV and now my heart has this heavy, crushed feeling. Like, literally. I feel physically unwell.
So just so you guys know: I'm feeling really depressed. I want to cry. In fact, I'm starting to. What am I going to do? Why is Twilight starting this early? WHY? WHYYY???
I'm going to get a therapist. (No, seriously. I'm actually getting a therapist).
Anyone want to help cheer me up?
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 8:18 pm
Oh, and I'm happier already now that Crystal's back. biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 8:42 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 9:25 pm
That one chick [Erggg is it...Lilly?] Will have a piss fit.
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 9:45 pm
I have a constant knot in my gut as well, every single day. Every day that I see someone happy with their friends? With the one thing I'll never have? It's a dull feeling of unease coming down from my sternum and then forming a knot just above my navel, followed by an impending sense of loneliness, isolation, and dread. You know that I hate emo kids more than anything. It's depression is all, and I won't stand to see them make a mockery of the ones who actually suffer.
Now, Jerba, I hope you do well. I shouldn't have made this about me.
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 10:10 pm
It's exausting, I know, but just watch it and laugh at it's stupidity.
Be glad summer vacation is (or will soon be, wherever you may live. ninja ) here, and your not surrounded in school by twattards. =/
@Pocky: EXACTLY why he posted it. =/
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 12:20 am
I don't...let Twilight interfer with my personal life? O_o; I mean I hate it but...maybe you should do to a therapist if it's that bad...Be careful though...THERAPIST THERAPIST THE RAPIST
THE RAPIST
eek
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 1:42 am
PoisonXLilly It's exausting, I know, but just watch it and laugh at it's stupidity. Be glad summer vacation is (or will soon be, wherever you may live. ninja ) here, and your not surrounded in school by twattards. =/ @Pocky: EXACTLY why he posted it. =/
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 3:42 am
I'm happy now that I have some Internet available... and a 20' computer screen is nice.
I more of feel a burning hatred when I see/hear anything twilight related (that isn't Anti,) but that's just me.
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 8:16 am
 (Don't know if this will make you feel a bit better, but it makes me laugh.) 
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 11:27 am
MetalFluffyNinja I don't...let Twilight interfer with my personal life? O_o; I mean I hate it but...maybe you should do to a therapist if it's that bad...Be careful though... THERAPIST THERAPIST THE RAPISTTHE RAPIST eek 
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 12:36 pm
Know ye this: With every striking second, Twilight gets closer. Why is this good? Because by Eclipse Team Edward or Team Jacob will commit a mass genocide of the other team.Laugh at their stupidity, giggle as they have to get their Twittoos lasered off.I know what will make you feel better! When I am down, animals in clothes can cheer me up. smile 
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 5:49 pm
KingJack! Know ye this: With every striking second, Twilight gets closer. Why is this good? Because by Eclipse Team Edward or Team Jacob will commit a mass genocide of the other team.Laugh at their stupidity, giggle as they have to get their Twittoos lasered off.I know what will make you feel better! When I am down, animals in clothes can cheer me up. smile That cat looks unhappy. neutral Anyway, I'm feeling much better. I just wish I wouldn't have to encounter Twilight whenever I make contact with the outside world.
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 6:49 pm
PoisonXLilly It's exausting, I know, but just watch it and laugh at it's stupidity. Be glad summer vacation is (or will soon be, wherever you may live. ninja ) here, and your not surrounded in school by twattards. =/ @Pocky: EXACTLY why he posted it. =/Don't be stupid. Not everyone's out to condemn your little weekly obsessions, Lilly.
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 7:17 pm
Sauce Control PoisonXLilly It's exausting, I know, but just watch it and laugh at it's stupidity. Be glad summer vacation is (or will soon be, wherever you may live. ninja ) here, and your not surrounded in school by twattards. =/ @Pocky: EXACTLY why he posted it. =/Don't be stupid. Not everyone's out to condemn your little weekly obsessions, Lilly. Nicely put. I commend you.
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