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Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 7:16 pm


Jaidev could hardly believe that yet another Turn had passed since he had come to the Weyr. Two whole Turns now he had been here! And yet...the time seemed to have passed so quickly- unlike at the Crafthall, where things had just dragged on from day to day. It was weird- he was still doing menial chores here but maybe it was the atmosphere of the Weyr that made things seem different somehow. Even two Turns hadn't dimmed his romanticized awe at the place (not much, anyways), though it had started to take the edge off the culture shock.

But yet two Turns and four Hatchings later, he had little to show for his time here. No real close friends (none his age that didn't permanently work in the kitchens, anyways), no dragon, no amazing accomplishments- just a few acquaintances and steadily diminishing hope. Maybe...maybe those Weyrbrats were right. A Hold-born like him might not have the right stuff to be anything important. And...he knew he wasn't the stuff great heroes were made of. He was shy and passive...he needed to be more outgoing! He needed to try and be braver! It was just...hard. Especially after the most recent Hatching. At least he had a whole new Turn to figure things out...hopefully, he'd manage not to botch this one all to Shards.

He sighed and stared dejectedly at his mug of watered klah. A lot had changed since he came here, and not necessarily for the good. It was hard not to notice how overfilled the Weyr had become as of late. It had been busy and full when he first showed up but it was nothing compared to how things were now. First, he'd been finagled from cot to floor when they had an influx of Candidates. Okay, he could deal with the discomfort and being stepped on- everyone deserved a chance to Impress and so what if they were a little crowded? He'd slept on the floor before and they weren't even in the room much; they were all out doing chores most of the day anyways! Then there had been the lice. Jaid hated bugs, so the thought of the many-legged creatures crawling all over his scalp, biting into his flesh...oh, it creeped him out to Between and back! His hair had wound up a casualty of the incident too- though it was at least starting to look semi-normal again. As irksome as it was, though, what worried him most was the most recent slew of troubles.

Three people had been badly mauled at a Hatching only days ago by a startled green. Too much noise and commotion on the sands and no place to back out of the way thanks to the solid wall of Candidates crowded around the eggs had made it a horrible fandango. They were lucky, he supposed, there had only been three injuries. The minute it happened, he'd backed up instinctively, pushing as far back as he could manage. He didn't stand to gawk like the others or even move to help...he just couldn't. The sight of the blood, the cries of the injured...he couldn't handle it. His leg had ached with phantom pain and the sound of fabric tearing and claws rending flesh had filled his ears. He almost passed out himself, but he'd managed to stay upright, thank Faranth! Unlike the other fallen, he wouldn't have had an Impression or war wounds as a saving grace. He'd have just looked stupid passing out.

Further complicating matters was the rumor of a sickness too- apparently, it wasn't heat or emotion that had dropped some of the Candidates as of late. It was scary to think about- with all the crowding...any illness would spread like wildfire! People had died in the past of widespread sicknesses and he worried that the Weyr was ill-equipped to deal with mass illness. It made the boy terribly nervous. This whole place was a powder keg, it seemed. They needed more space- or a new one.

But...what could they all do with the situation anyways but deal with it or leave? He had heard vague whispers in passing of a 'resistance', but it seemed unlikely that such a movement would yield anything but trouble, let alone a new Weyr. So it seemed that neither he nor the others had much of a choice- it was just the way things were. Or so he thought, anyways...
PostPosted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 9:56 pm


O`asis had been keeping an eye out, recently. He was the sort who knew about reading people - had to be, in his old line of work, in order to sort out the people looking for a fair deal from the people looking to waste time. Now that he was a dragonrider - just a Jr. Weyrling, maybe, but a rider all the same - he was beginning to find that these little skills of his were more important than ever.

Of course, that said nothing to the skills he hadn't developed yet. Like communicating with his dragon silently, so that Uktenath wasn't left to stare at him and puzzle out what his intentions were. You are looking for someone, Mine? The bronze asked, catching his bonded's eyes wandering but not certain why. I have not seen Galliath or His yet today....

"Not looking for them, looking for somebody new," O'asis replied discreetly.

This answer made little sense to Uktenath, who flicked his ears in faint annoyance. He knew that His would tell him what he was up to soon enough - he just wished that His would learn to communicate with him better, so that he would know more easily!

"For, you know. The Cause." He grinned at the dragon, who nodded slow understanding. O'asis had explained the Cause to him already. It was what they could do; how they could contribute, to protect the others. Sometimes it was very hard to understand how the things O'asis talked about helped the Cause, but Uktenath understood clearly that it needed, above all else, people. And so if His was searching for people for the Cause, it was good, and Uktenath should do all that he could to support him.

While O'asis was scanning the crowd, therefore, Uktenath rose to his hind legs to help him. This wasn't exactly an inconspicuous act, the little bronze craning its head around from as high up as it could reach in order to see the most of the breakfast crowd that he could, but for the few second's duration that it went on, O'asis was oblivious. Mine, what about him there? Uktenath asked, lowering himself down again.

O'asis barely caught a glimpse of Jaidev, but the moment of approval he felt seemed to be enough for the small dragon, who went forward ahead of him to approach the trouble-looking young man. Young as he was, the dragon was decidedly too big for the benches of the mess hall; that didn't stop him, however, from perching up the front half of his body on the seat across from Jaidev, giving the Candidate a most peculiarly appraising stare.

Arrien


Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 6:49 pm


Normally, Jaidev was quite adept at not looking as troubled outwardly as he felt inwardly. When he had first come to the Weyr, the biggest downside hadn't been working to exhaustion as much as it had been the homesicknesses. Sure, he'd been away from home at the Hall, but now he was so very, very far from anything familiar. He remembered crying some nights from the stress of everything, only to get harshly chided by exhausted workers that roomed with him. Even during the day he had felt loathe to grouse too loudly about how tired or unhappy he was...he didn't much like be yelled at or swatted upside the head. So he learned to take the negativity and shove it inwards until he could vent alone in private. Two Turns later, he was even more skilled at giving the image he was fine when he was melting from the inside out. Plus, it wasn't fair to burden or bother others with your own problems. And aside from sparing him teasing or rebuke, he had to look strong for the dragons when Hatchings rolled around! Dragons did not choose weak riders, after all. Nevermind that outward appearances only made up for a small amount in choosing who to Look To.

He was stronger than he was when he first came here, though, so maybe...maybe the facade was taking root. Maybe if he acted tough, he'd eventually become tough. At any rate, he'd look less pathetic this way.

But despite his practice, the raw, anxious look on the boy's face was a candid expression of how the piling events were taking a toll on him. Maybe once he finished breakfast, he could get to work on chores and try to forget everything for the time being. It was worth a try.

The young Weaver was jerked from his thoughts, however, by the sudden appearance of Uktenath. He twitched his hands in brief surprise, sloshing a bit of Klah onto his shoes. Great. He wasn't expecting anyone- or anything- to come up to him so pointedly. He looked back at the dragonet for a little bit, wondering why it was so interested in him. He glanced behind him- nothing extraordinary. He looked back to the dragon, knitting his brows. This was one from the last clutch, right? Yes, it had had hatched from one of the big eggs in a rather forceful manner. It had made him nervous at the time and he subconsciously found himself leaning back slightly. It didn't look too irritated now, though. But it still puzzled him as to why it was looking at him like that. He didn't have anything neat...just a roll and some klah. He waved his roll a bit.

"You don't want this." he said lowly. "It's not very tasty. It's even a little burnt- with the kitchens being so hectic to feed everyone on time, food tend to end up well-done. Stick to your meat." he said, half-joking and babbling to the young dragon out of mild nervousness.
PostPosted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 1:10 pm


If it was possible for a dragon to look scornful, there was a moment where Uktenath did. Of course he didn't want the meat roll! He'd had his fill of good red meat already today; O'asis took proper care of him, enough that he didn't need to go around begging for table scraps like his unfortunate flit cousins.

The bronze turned his head reproachingly as his rider finally caught up. Mine, he thinks I want his food.

"Oh, does he now?" O'asis answered, rubbing idly at a spot on his elbow where he'd gotten jabbed in the crowds. People would make way for a little dragonet pursuing a mission, sure, but when the rider tried following after.... "Well, if he offered, it's only polite to say yes, isn't it?"

Uktenath made a derisive snort, dismounting from the chair so that His could sit. He was not going to eat table scraps, even if His really did think he should - which Uktenath could tell, he was only joking about.

Taking a seat, O'asis grinned at the boy across from him. "Things are getting pretty crazy in the Weyr, huh? I have to send Uktenath to get me a seat at breakfast, because Faranth knows that otherwise, I'd be sitting on the floor!"

Arrien


Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 10:28 am


The boy winced a little at the 'expression' the dragonet gave him in response. No, of course a little dragon wasn't about to beg for scraps like a hungry spit-dog. "I suppose it isn't very appetizing to you, huh?" he murmured apologetically, taking a bite all the same.

Jai started a bit at the sound of another so near to him, turning his head to follow O'asis as he approached and sat down. He had just Impressed at the last Hatching, hadn't he? He glanced at the dragonet again. Yes, to have a dragon still so small and young, it had to have been recent. Plus, Jaidev vaguely recalled the man heading off the sands with a dragonet in tow that last time around. But who could forget those feisty bronzes?

He didn't object to the company, giving a respectful, wan smile to O'asis in return. No, Jaidev wasn't the type to initiate conversation but if he was approached and spoken to, he'd certainly return words. He wasn't rude; just shy. "Crazy...that's one word for it. It is getting rather crowded around here- there's probably enough people to start a whole new Weyr. I miss the good old days when I had my own bed..." he agreed with a small laugh.

Maybe there wasn't that many people but by Faranth's egg, it sure felt like it at times! Honestly, he was probably lucky he managed to snatch a seat this morning and that no one had tried to finagle him out of it. It was nice to sit on something other than the floor or remain standing all the time. It was getting undeniably crowded between playing musical chairs at mealtimes, getting relegated to the floor for bedtime, and having such chaos on the Hatching sands. His brow pinched a bit as he thought again of the Hatching, taking a deep breath and letting it out.

Wait, Hatchings, Impressions...oh!

"Ah, congratulations on Impressing by the way! Your bronze is rather handsome." he said suddenly, glancing to Uktenath as he remembered that he was talking to a rider-to-be now. "You had better luck than some of the people there, anyways." he said, half referring to the Candidates that came away empty-handed and half referring to the mauling victims, his smile faltering a little at the thoughts.
PostPosted: Tue Jun 16, 2009 11:24 pm


Enough for a new Weyr - Was that wording incidental? No, it couldn't have been; not unless Jaidev was much, much smarter, or much, much stupider than O'asis had taken him for at a glance. Either one he could work to his advantage, but it would be best if he knew with. So he smiled and played along:

"No kidding! I've heard that there's someone in the upper circles pushing for one, you know," O'asis confided off-handedly. "They want to make one down in Southern. But I guess that the rest of them haven't gotten the cue yet. Makes you wonder, how many more people have to get sick before they catch up?"

Because there were that many people, by O'asis's count. He'd barely been at the Weyr long enough to enjoy his own bed before roommates had been enforced - and his little room had been terribly crowded once S'van had Impressed (but secretly decided against moving out, so brought Galliath with him to the alcove), and Nandeli had been banished from the girl's dorm. In fact, it had been the only one who belonged there - O'asis - who had slept on the floor for the few sevendays that arrangement had lasted. And even having Impressed, he still shared a weyr with two other Weyrlings; there was more room, but the numbers were no less alarming.

And it wasn't going to get better, O'asis was certain. With the Red Star nearing, dragons were naturally going to Search out more and more new Candidates; it was their job. And if the Weyr was not equipped to handle it, then nature would balance it out with another sickness to cut down their numbers. And O'asis was sharding sure, nobody wanted to see that.

Ah! But the conversation had continued, and O'asis was getting left behind.

"His name's Uktenath," O'asis introduced the little bronze, who grumbled in his ear until the blond informed Jaidev with a wry smile, "and he says it wasn't luck. But thank you. My name's O'asis, by the way; what's yours?"

Arrien


Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:28 pm


He hadn't really been actively thinking about the rumors when he made his comment, merely speaking in hyperbole. Granted, he had heard of the rumors, so it was no surprise the comment would pop up subconsciously. Jaid took a sip of his klah, nodding somewhat to O'asis' remark and speaking in a low voice.

"I've heard some rumors around the barracks and in the halls about that. I didn't know it was anyone in the upper circles, though. I just thought it was probably some candidate unhappy with sharing cramped rooms." he remarked, looking away uneasily in regards to the 'sick' comment. "It is crowded, though. Dangerous things happen when to many people get packed together. Dangerous things have happened. But...even if there's enough of us to start our own Weyr, they don't just magically pop out of the blue, I suppose. It takes a lot of work to set one up and just wanting won't make it happen." he said, somewhat dejectedly, still staring down at the table.

Oh, it would be nice if someone higher-up was actually pushing for a new Weyr, but Jai wasn't going to get his hopes up. It was probably nothing more than hopeful chatter to keep morale up. Wistful thinking. The Red Star was nearing and there was enough other preparations for the Weyr to do without worrying about the hassle of finding a new location, making it suitable to be a Weyr, appointing leaders and the likes.

But...O'asis was right. They were badly overcrowded here; Jaidev knew it and he worried about it. In two Turns he'd watched the numbers grow and grow. He supposed that the lice epidemic and the sickness were nature's ways of saying 'there's too many people in one place'. He didn't want to take seriously ill himself- one of his greatest fears was of dying and sickness seemed to go hand-in-hand with it.

"I guess...there's not much we can do anyways." he mused.

Jaid smiled as the Bronze was introduced to him. "Uktenath...what a nice name. And...I suppose it wasn't all luck. The Impression was more like...fate. The dragons choose, I know. So...good fate, maybe? Either way, at least you didn't get mauled and you walked away with an Impression." he nodded, blushing a little as he stumbled through the conversation. He finally looked up again when the man gave his name. He gave a polite smile. "Nice to meet you. I'm Jaidev."
PostPosted: Sun Jun 21, 2009 11:54 pm


Jaidev... O'asis reviewed his memory. He himself was still fairly new to the Weyr - Uktenath had come to him at only his second Hatching, and he hadn't arrived too terribly far prior to his first - but spending a lot of time around Nandeli got him the best rumors of everything, and he knew at least a few names from memory. That Jaidev wasn't among any of them wasn't a bad thing, either, given that the Nose was the undisputed dramateer of Ista.

He was worth the chance, O'asis decided. Uktenath agreed silently.

"It's the Junior Weyrwoman Favan," the bronzerider told the boy, "and she's not getting the support she needs just yet. When you get to sit up there, you know, away from the Candidates, it's easier to pretend there aren't as many people here as they are. They aren't the ones catching elbows in their sides just for trying to eat a meal, after all."

Then O'asis grinned, seeming suddenly very self-satisfied. His arms crossed in front of him - not defiantly, but a casually smug gesture. "They aren't yet, anyway."

That was it; bait, line, sinker. If Jaid was looking to grab onto anything, that would be the first thing his hand caught on. And from the way that he'd been talking, O'asis had the feeling he'd be one of the easiest catches he'd ever make; which was good. They needed more guys like Jaidev around, the Candidates that were really getting the worst of the situation (save the sickness; that had been indiscriminate, which was why two of O'asis's friends - including goldrider Nandeli - were still taking up space in the Healers' beds).

Arrien


Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Fri Jun 26, 2009 7:44 pm


There was no surprise that Jaidev hadn't registered on Nan's- or anyone's, really- radar. He had always been the one to sink to the back, never impressive or forward enough to really stand out. He wished, sometimes, it were different but...it was the tallest poppy that was cut down first, right? But shrinking violets don't get chosen by dragons, his mind jabbed.

He shook his head and refocused his thoughts, rolling his now-empty klah glass between his palms as the other spoke, meat roll entirely forgotten at the moment. Though he wasn't making direct eye contact, he nodded along, still listening to the Weyrling's words. He supposed that when you weren't part of the crowd and you didn't have to go through a bulk of the bother, it was easy to minimize issues...

Wait. Back up.

What did O'asis just suggest? Jaidev lifted his head suddenly, wide hazel eyes searching the other's face. He looked around to see if anyone overheard and then looked back to the other, leaning in. Maybe...maybe he misunderstood.

"Are you talking about...rebellion?" Oh, oh, he didn't want to get in trouble or thrown out! He wasn't going to Impress like that! Sure the higher-ups needed to know that things were getting worse and that something needed to be done but... "Couldn't we just talk to them or something?"

He took a deep breath. Easy, maybe it's not so bad what he's proposing. Why do you always have to think the worst about situations?

"What...what exactly can we do? Is there a set... plan or something?" he said, still leaned in, his voice a little more even and calm. There had to be more than 'cause problems', right?
PostPosted: Mon Jun 29, 2009 9:07 pm


The immediate look of distaste on O'asis's face disagreed with that word, rebellion, as one taken too far. "We're talking about change," O'asis corrected Jaidev, "not rebellion. No change in leadership, even if it is a change in the status quo. This is a decision that is already natural, but hasn't gotten enough support to be seen through."

There will be new leadership. Either honest, or keen on this point, Uktenath insisted that his rider point this out.

"Uktenath is right; if things go as planned, there'll be a new Weyr, which is new leadership. New ways. And if you go there, it's something like a rebellion. Many of us plan to," O'asis revealed. "But it's necessary. For this Weyr above any other that might be. And the way we go about it is necessary; if a Weyrwoman can't get their attention to what's needed, how is a Weyrling like me, or a Candidate like you?"

It was disparaging, but true. The highest-ranked person O'asis had ever spoken to in a one-on-one manner between peers was S'kagi, and even then, that was only through accident. Ista Weyr was stratified; the Weyrleader didn't come to poll the Candidates on whether they were happy with the Weyr. Either they were, and they stayed for as long as they could, or they weren't, and they left. The system was good - until it reached the point, as it had, that enough people were willing to put up with so much, it became a health risk. The ILA was the only answer.

"There's little plans, little things. We aren't taking a stand; we're accentuating a problem. So say you're on kitchen duty, and you're making klah. The Candidates get the watered-down stuff; maybe some of the people in the upper reaches of the Weyr will get some, too? Or maybe the food is a little less well-done than it ought to be, because you're busy cooking for so many folks. Maybe you're cleaning, and you're in a rush, so you miss an obvious spot or two. Or you accidentally jostle someone carrying a heavy load...."

"It's all small stuff. Accidental stuff. Things that happen naturally, that would be happening, if we weren't so fardling careful to cover ourselves," O'asis explained. "Because we've been doing too good a job. The Weyr as a whole has. And until we get this new Weyr to split our success, it's going to be the greatest threat to our survival; both because it causes overcrowding, and because it hides it until it's too late."

Arrien


Kokonotsu

PostPosted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 6:52 pm


The nervous Weaver seemed to settle some as he was corrected. Change, that was a much nicer word. Maybe he had been jumping to conclusions. But then as the notion of rebellion was brought back up- along with the revelation of the 'game plan' as it were...he felt his brow crease and his lips downturn into a small frown- more out of nervousness than sheer disapproval. They were just little things but if a lot of them were doing it...wouldn't it become obvious? Granted, that was the point but...oh, Jaidev hated getting in trouble!

You wanted the chance to do more this Turn, though, didn't you? And you're fed up with the way things are...

He shook his head. He didn't mean...he couldn't...! He didn't want to get thrown out but they wouldn't outcast so many Candidates for trivial things, would they? It wasn't like an out-and-out rebellion where they were tipping tables and fighting, after all; it was just minor...sabotage. He still looked contemplative, though. He'd always been a good boy and was careful to follow rules...it was strange to even consider such an act of defiance. Even if it wasn't really that bad.

But then again, Jaidev wasn't ever that good at saying 'no' to people- he was too meek eager to please at times (which was a big part of why he ended up on the floor with the influx of roommates). He shifted a bit in his seat, chewing at his lower lip. He had to say something, make a decision.

Do you want to be boring and content with a poor lot? If you did...maybe you should have stayed a Weaver. But you want to be a Rider. You want to be more. So go for it...just be careful.

He took a deep breath and gave his head a slow bob. He'd try. Try, and hope it didn't come back to bite him in the backside. "You're right. I...don't want to get kicked out and it doesn't seem right to cause trouble but...but things are getting bad. It's for the greater good, right? And it's...innocent stuff. Little stuff." he said, sounding more like he was trying to reassure himself than ask for confirmation. "Okay. I'll...I guess I'm in." he offered reluctantly, though he still seemed a touch unsure of what he was doing.
PostPosted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 9:34 pm


"It's the best course," O'asis promised. "We do enough of this, and we're clearing the way for the talks that have to happen. Chances are, someone's going to swoop in, bring about the new Weyr, and grab all the glory - and if we all do our part, none of us will ever be known for anything we've done. No consequences, if we do it right... but no recognition, either, except among each other. But," and he smiled, peaceful and certain, "we'll have done the right thing, you see? And we'll have changed something. That's more than most folks in yours or my position can say."

That is because you are greater than those others, O'asismine, Uktenath informed him confidently. The Bronzerider smiled, but shook his head all the same.

"Don't be afraid to take initiative. Keep an eye out for what you can do," he instructed Jaidev, "and if you see opportunity but need help, come to my weyr and talk with whoever's there." Grinning now, he formed a confident fist. "We've got numbers; we'll make this work!"

Arrien

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