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 Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 8:21 pm
Sorry for seeming really down and stupid here... It's just March here and things are getting in a bad spot for me right now. I didn't stay offline when things broke down last year and I feel a dred this month has and again, I'm online when I should just so stay offline and not bother people... Sorry again.... If I keep detailing topics like that I'll just leave untill April starts up so y'all don't have to get too much more annoyed with me.
I'd go into it, but, it's too long and stupid. Sorry. I'll shut up now.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 8:38 pm
Dude, you aren't annoying anyone. That's what we're here for, we're your friends. If you're going through a tough time then we understand and we will be here to help you through it. Don't think you're being a nusiance to us because you aren't. If you need to talk to someone then you know where my profile and pm's are.
I know you don't know me very well but I at least want to help in what way I can.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 8:54 pm
I don't need help. It's just, harder for me to stop spouting off and sounding whiny as this month drags on. Usually I could tell myself that no one cares or to shut up, but yeah, not as easy to do right now. It's only the friggin ninth and I'm being stupid. To think I still have like two and a half weeks or so of the month left =/
I couldn't PM or comment to ya like that anyways... I don't have much to talk about (except for my usual infa-looped problems which are really nothing). I've learned from experience it's better not to talk about the past with people anyways. They take it harder then how I have sometimes. Besides, I hate people who use their past (or presence) for some attention calling. I'm not the kind of person who likes to be hugged like that or think I can't my mind like that. I think I've done pretty well not spreading everything online, but yeah, this month is always a pain and I tend to just go on and on (like now >XC ). I just wanted to put that out there that if I happen to post a few more things and sound stupid like that, and then dissapear for a month or so, it's to distance myself away and hopefully y'all will not remember me as the wuss or somethin'.
At least being whiny in this thread isn't a problem too much, since I don't care if my topics get derailed in any way.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:15 pm
We're not here to judge, Marcious, we're here to listen. Don't apologize for feeling like you need to spout things off that are stressing you out. It's healthier if you do vent. It's not stupid; it means that you really need to get something off your chest.
I really admire your determination to deal with your own troubles and all (the world needs more of that kind of attitude), but seriously, if things ever just really go over the edge, just let it out. To a private journal, to the Rants forum here, or to one or any of us. It's not that you need advice on things, but perhaps that you just need someone to listen.
I, for one, am never annoyed when people I consider friends need someone to listen to them. Ever. I like to be the person people can vent to when they don't want advice (and when they do). To me, hearing about someone's past helps me get to know that person better, because I know at least one thing that made them the person they are today.
At least know this: we may not be acquainted in real life, but I mean it when I say I care. ^^ I'm here to listen, not judge.
Whatever you choose to do, know that I won't think any less of you. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:19 pm
Aw, man. If there's anything I can do to help, or if you need a wizened ear to listen, I'm here for you man. I hope whatever is going on doesn't bring your birthday down. I'll totally send you cake and meatloaf (my loaves are AMAZING!) if it'll help!
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:21 pm
And seriously, you don't need to apologize. Times are hard right now. Some are more effected than others, but we all understand.
Fun factoid, as of last week, North Carolina now has 52% of its population below the poverty line.
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Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 10:36 pm
ya that's why were hear if you need to get something off your chest or just rant and rave about something go for it ya we might not be able to help in the way you need it but its better for you mentally if you can just tell some one about it in this case were all going to lessen to what you got to say were sorta family hear, i guess in a way ^.^ and you never know someone else might have the same problem or whatever the case might be.
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 12:39 am
 @Marcious In any mood that you're in, either destructive or in melancholy, we will still be here for you to lend a hand.(And a ears of course.)
Taking on the hardships of life on your own is not a healthy thing to do to yourself Marcious...were here for you when you need us.
@Blue Btw, did you say cake?
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 2:32 am
We're not judgemental, if you need to vent then do so.
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 5:19 pm
Yo. What works best for me is to just be social, not distance myself. Ask Jeff or Dak dude, we pretty much hang out every day. Surrounding yourself with friends is the only real way to stay sane in this messed up world.
Now if it's economic crap? Move to Texas. No lie.
I hate it here. People either completely suck, or they're S*** For Brains here, but at least Texas is immune to any changes in the economy.
And trust me man. We don't find you annoying. If you really want to know what annoying is, look matthew-is-army up. Prime example.
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 5:45 pm
Khleo_The_Fox If you really want to know what annoying is, look matthew-is-army up. Prime example. Truer words were never spoken in TFA. At least, not regarding what's annoying and what isn't. And trust us all on this one, man. You could never be as annoying as that kid was. So please, do feel free to come talk. ^^
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 5:50 pm
Eizoryu Khleo_The_Fox If you really want to know what annoying is, look matthew-is-army up. Prime example. Truer words were never spoken in TFA. At least, not regarding what's annoying and what isn't. And trust us all on this one, man. You could never be as annoying as that kid was. So please, do feel free to come talk. ^^
Yeah, what they said, lol.
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Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 8:29 pm
Khleo_The_Fox Ask Jeff or Dak dude, we pretty much hang out every day. Surrounding yourself with friends is the only real way to stay sane in this messed up world. ees true xp
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 9:55 am
Eh... It's not something to be social about. It's not like, some problem that can be talked about. It's nothing that can be pushed aside. Like, well, OK... It's not the kind of problem that is like "oh dear, I dropped my toothbrush in the toilet, at least that won't happen again" sort of thing. Half my life was a wasted and crappy time thanks to my father (who not only had given me lots of reasons for hating so much of the world, but also blessed me with these shitty genetics so my body is crappy). I usually hate it when my birthday comes around as I am not only reminded of the fact I had half my time taken from me, but it also reminds me that nothing has ever gone right, will go right, and over all that I exsist. So, yeah, talking isn't something that can fix what's bothering me. Sorry... =
*laughs* cake does sound good, but it's alright. I'd have to pass on the meatloaf though (though I DO love meat, I am a picky eater. And, well, don't know you or your cooking). Even if it looked and smelled yummy, I have this thing where I kinda need to know who is cooking and be able to know how they cook (I'm wierd like that. Like, I don't eat/drink stuff other people touched, I won't eat/drink stuff I left in another room for too long and know if someone else was able to get to it etc.). Sweets are not as big a problem for that for some reason... I never got why that didn't bother me as much...
Sorry for rambling and if some of this doesn't make any sense... My head's been really hurting me today so I can't think too strait right now.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 2:22 pm
I don't know what your going thro im only talking out of experience but it seams your shining a bad lite on your self of coures making evey thing bad its your mind set that desides weather your happey or sad mad or confuzed or whatever just dont let others drag you down find that one thing thats pozutive like the lite in the dark and feed off it, im shure thar are lots of grat things about you besides we all have are flaws we all have to work past them and once evey can get past the hate in them-selfs and others thars no bonds that could hold us down from what we realy what to do (said in a postive way) look to the future only you can make it better.
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