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 Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2012 6:19 pm
Journal Entry
Bitter Sweet
Entry Number: [001]
Entry Type: Self RP Entry
The day had started off so well. Getting loving guardians, a new home, and starting off life so grand. How did it turn so sour? It had started off with a happy picnic but ended in people going to the hospital. Why? The only one that had an answer was Blaine or at least the voice inside his head told him the answer. It was all his fault. He had caused all this bitterness. He was the reason for his guardians to end up where they where, in the hospital, looking like they were dying. It was all his fault.
That day was the day he ran away, never to look back nor return. He was no good. A child that would only bring sickness. Who needed that? No one.
Traveling for what seemed like days nearly staving and all dirtied he arrived back where it had all started, at the academy. Looking up to the school with tired eyes he began to cry. Even if he went into the school there was still no way he could ask someone for him. There was no way he could get close to anyone. He would not let anyone else get sick again. Tears rolled down his face like a small river wishing he couldn't poison people.
After some time of crying he finally stopped and turned away from the school thinking the was no one anyone would be able to help him. All he thought was that there was no hope for him. All hope had been destroyed when he had taken his item.
After roaming around the area he found a small garden with different types of herbs. It looked as if it had been neglected for some time. Taking off his coat and setting it on an old table, he grabbed an old bucket and began to fill it with water. Carefully he watered each and every one of them, a few times splashing himself with water.
It was dark by the time he finished. Grabbing his coat he looked for a spot to sit down. It had taken him some time but he found a spot near the sage and sat down. Yawning loudly he closed his eyes. Leaning against the plant he drifted off, tired from his journey and his emotions.
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 2:00 pm
Medicines & PoisonsEntry Number: [002]
Originally Posted: Inner/Outer Grounds
Begins: [x]
Ends: [x]
Entry Type: RP EntryKinesthetic Muse The day was crisp and cold, a layer of snow three inches thick blanketing the ground, fresh sticky enough that it crunched under the little ghostlings boots as she ran through her backyard, making her way to the ramshackle hut that her father had worked on to make it less ramshackle and more of a proper hut to put their drying herbs and plants that they needed for various 'arts' as he called it. Reaching the hut, Anastasia phased through the door, a habit she was picking up but not on purpose, with a basket full of dried Sage, Thyme, Rosemary, and other various herbs that were needed - more so during the colder months when things seemed to linger about longer. The green-tinted girl jumped slightly when she saw someone in the hut, someone she never saw before, someone with wings like her father - but with two pairs of wings instead of one. Standing stock still at the door, she stared at the figure with her mismatched eyes. Yookami-kun
Curled up in a ball with his wings around him, Blaine shivered lightly from the cold. It was probably thanks to his coat, gloves, many shirts, and the hut that he didn't freeze. Though he probably wouldn't be able to take many more days in there without a proper home and the weather dropping. Whimpering a lightly his eyes slowly opened. Wings and arms both stretched as he gave a loud yawn then rubbed his eyes. Blaine didn't notice the girl since he placed his glasses to the side so his vision was blurred.
Once he was fully awake he looked for his glasses so he could start his day though he was sure there wouldn't be much to do since he had nearly nothing. Taking his glasses and putting them on he looked around. The moment his eyes laid on Ana his heart nearly stopped as he began to panic. "Sstay awway from me!" The boy pinned himself against the wall of the hut with a look of pure terror on his face.
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2012 2:05 pm
Looking Brighter?
Entry Number: [003]
Entry Type: Diary Entry
I've met this girl. She is so nice. But I'm scared. What if I hurt her. I don't want to when she has been nothing but nice to me. It would make me sad to lose someone again. I even got to meet her family. Her daddy scared me the most but her sister is scary too. How can someone so nice and happy feeling have a family so scary. That is proabably mean so I wont tell them. Her daddy is nice. He let me stay with them. Should I? I probably shouldnt but it's really cold outside. I'll keep my distance as much as I can.
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2013 5:10 pm
Why?
Entry Number: [004]
Entry Type: Diary Entry
Every thing was going so well but lately I've been having more and more voices in my head. Only one but it's been gettng louder. I don't like it. It's been saying mean things about Ana. Things that make me cry. I don't want that. I don't want Ana hurt.Ive been too wanting too mcuh. A family and friends. Maybe it was too much to ask for. I left Ana's home. Luckily it isn't too cold anymore. It hurts. I wanted to stay.
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2013 5:13 pm
A Poisonous OutingEntry Number: [005]
Originally Posted: Inner/Outer Grounds
Begins: [x]
Ends: [Not finished]
Entry Type: RP Entryx I n s a n i c x Asu x Corben had snuck away from the house again, but this time, not to go into town. Town was boring. He wanted to see more plants, ones that didn't grow at home. So with his trusty backpack of supplies, he had hiked his way across his father's land, and ended up in a sort of nature reserve. At least he assumed so, since there was a legit trail there, and he knew there weren't any trails on his dad's land.
Pleased with his discovery, he followed the trail up for awhile until he discovered a small picnicking area, complete with tables. His stomach growled at that exact moment, so he decided to take a break. He marched on over to one of the tables and then set his pack down on it, then got out his lunch, and sat down to eat. Yookami-kun
Blaine sat up in the tree looking into space, drained from the voice in his head. Lately it had been popping even more in his head, the voice becoming more clear and different that he was beginning to think that it really wasn't his own. He didn't want it there and wanted it out. It had been wanting him to do things he didn't want to do, bad things. Blaine didn't wanted to do anything bad or cause people harm. All he wanted was peace and happiness but it seemed as if fate didn't want that for him. So far the only good thing that had happened to him was meeting Ana but many bad thoughts of her getting hurt went crazy in his mind. Not wanting anything to happen to her, he had begun to avoid her.
As he tried to get rid of all the negative thoughts his stomach began to growl. Blaine groaned as he held his stomach. It had been some time since he had eaten but he had no food so he had to do the next best thing, sun bathe. Carefully he crawled down the tree to make his way to the most sunniest spot there was and so far it was near the picnic area. Seeing someone there he hesitated a bit but decided to pick a spot that was further away. He kept an eye on the other boy as he took off his heavy coat, scarf, and rolled up his sleeves. He was a little scared that the other would come closer and accidentally touch him but Blaine was starving at this point so he had no choice. Taking a big gulp, Blaine closed his eyes as he tried to focus on gathering food from the sun's light.
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2013 5:21 pm
Don't Want This
Entry Number: [006]
Entry Type: Diary Entry
My head keeps hurting. The voice wont stop and it keeps saying and giving me bad ideas that I don't want. Why. Someone please make it stop. It hurts so much. I don't like it. I don't want to do bad things but I feel like the voice is taking over. It keeps laugh and laughing when I cry after it's said so many bad things. I use to think it was my voice and that I was a bad kid but the voice sounds different. And I feel like each day his voice is getting louder and louder. I even even tried doing things I couldn't control like someone was making me do it. I think it was the voice. I'm scared. I want someone to save me but what if it is my voice. What if I am bad. I don't know. I just want it to stop.
(( Takes place before the whole Malice taking over ))
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Posted: Tue Mar 19, 2013 1:14 pm
The Commons AreasEntry Number: [007]
Originally Posted: Dormitories
Begins: [x]
Ends: [x]
Entry Type: RP EntryYookami-kun
Sleep was something that had been hard for Blaine to get lately with the voice in his head getting louder and louder. At the most he would grab three hours of sleep but even then sometimes his dreams would only make him feel worse. It also didn't help that thanks to him being so afraid to meet his roommate he had been having to sleep in random places around the school or in the Commons Area when everyone went to sleep. Luckily for him no one was around so he made himself comfortable on one of the couches. His eyes looks tired from all the lost sleep he had gotten. His eyes would shut but only for a short time before slowly opening once again. Give a loud yawn he could feel that no matter what he tried he wouldn't be sleeping again anytime soon. It seemed the voice was wanting Blaine's attention once again to ruin his day.
Sitting up he yawned again and looked around the empty room. "Someone's a little tried." The voice laugh and only made Blaine frowned. "Wwhy wwon't you leavve me allowwn. Pplease." Blaine groaned as he rubbed his face. "Sorry kid that ain't gonna happen." The voice laughed even louder only making Blaine give a unpleasant face. It seemed his day wasn't going to go over well at all. Sighing the archangel fell back onto the couch with his face landing on the cushion.
Kitty_Empress Business for the day over, Jaiden took no time in finding zer way to the hallways of the school building. Sitting alone was never good for her sanity, and while her roommate was sweet, ze was not exactly enough entertainment for Jaiden. No, today ze planned to find someone to whom ze could show zer power. Someone amazing. This meant leaving her dorm mate to zer own devices, and striking out to find people. Her normal attire was worn, the fancy vest suit that her zer mother adored, with the self made modifications. It was important to dress for success, her mother always said, and so she always did.
Unfortunately, ze had no idea how to find someone 'amazing', and gave up rather quickly. Instead she made her way to the couches of the Commons Area, not wanting to head back to her dorm and admit her failure yet, just in time to hear some poor soul talking to himself. He certainly didn't sound amazing, indeed talking to ones self made him seem even stranger. Really, ze thought, in a place like this you would think crazy people wouldn't be running free.' This was, of course, forgetting her own tendency to speak with Kaiden.
However, lacking anything else to do ze moved towards the person. "So, can I come in? Maybe I can help ward off what evers got you in a fuss?" With a sweet smile, the words lacked any sense of her previous thoughts on the matter.
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