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 Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 1:15 pm
I've made many friends...I am happy...Restless still but happy. I still haven't found whatever it is I feel is lost. I feel so lonely... __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF CAMARADERIE Achievement completed: Achievement 009: Minor Blessing of Camaraderie Link to blessing win(s): HERE & HERE & HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 1:23 pm
Each blessing brings me closer and closer to a truth of my own... __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF SPIRITAchievement completed: Achievement 012: Minor Blessing of Spirit Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 1:30 pm
Sometimes making new friends can be difficult, even for a friendly guy like me. __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF LONELY SPIRITSAchievement completed: Achievement 005: Minor Blessing of Lonely Spirits Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 1:53 pm
It is strange how fast I've changed since I first became aware, I was barely coherent and longed only to make friends upon friends upon friends. I still look for something but my search has slowed a little bit, but not by much. I hold her hand and I want for nothing but to hold her hand. At first it seemed to bother her - the way I behaved but I think as I calmed down she warmed up to me more - especially as she herself changed.
Fayre may not realize how important she is to me but maybe she does. I have waking nightmares about moments where something horrible happens to her or if something drags us apart forever. I am not sure how I would feel after having found her after so long. Sometimes she stirs things in me - memories about mischief and about learning what it is to be a good friend and something more.
She stirs in me a worry about her well being and oddly enough I sometimes wonder if she eats enough - isn't that funny? I am sure she eats plenty because she would not want to waste away before my eyes, right?
My other friends, I see them from time to time. They sometimes pop in around me as I battle, sometimes I find it hard to make friends with some of the new people I meet because of their disposition toward me or because they do not agree with my views in general and we just cannot come together. As long as I hold Fayre's hand, though, I will be okay. At least for now that is what I am sure of.
Sometimes I feel like there is part of me missing still out there, around somewhere or maybe it is inside me and it is trapped, trying to get out? I remember feeling like this once but why do I remember it? Why do I remember anything at all? Sometimes it feels like this is the only life I've ever lived but I never think to question the Goddesses about the things they ask of me. Why ask for answers in turn when I can be forever grateful that they allow me to be here and to live? It seems silly to demand anything of those that seemed to have created us. Maybe it isn't? I am not sure anymore, my head is filling with needless questions and all I want to do is find my missing part...
__________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF THE SOULAchievement completed: Achievement 011: Minor Blessing of Soul Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 4:08 pm
...What did I do? I don't even remember now. My heart hurts so much... __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF SWEET SORROWAchievement completed: Achievement ???: Minor Blessing of Sweet Sorrow Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 4:16 pm
Mmm tea...
**NOTE: This was meant to be claimed after tea task post but....I'd have to shift so many posts now...TnT __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF THE WIND WALKERAchievement completed: Achievement ???: Minor Blessing of the Wind Walker Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 4:17 pm
Mmm more tea...
**NOTE: This was meant to be claimed after tea task post but....I'd have to shift so many posts now...TnT __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF THE JOYFULAchievement completed: Achievement ???: Minor Blessing of the Joyful Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sat Aug 17, 2013 8:38 pm
I think Hale likes Stew. That is what I think. __________________________________________ SUCCESSFUL BATTLELOOT x 1 Violet Moon | x 1 White Tear Link to loot win(s): HERE
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Posted: Sun Aug 18, 2013 10:01 am
But I ... always want to see my friends...I don't understand...I thought... __________________________________________ SUCCESSFUL BATTLELOOT x 1 Silverwing Link to loot win(s): HERE
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 8:33 pm
All things require a sacrifice... __________________________________________ Achievement completed: N/A
Link to Posts: HERE & HERE
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 11:30 pm
I feel so ... heavy... __________________________________________ Achievement completed: N/A
Link to Posts: HERE
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Posted: Tue Aug 20, 2013 3:06 am
...Woke up for this. Beautiful. __________________________________________ SUCCESSFUL BATTLELOOT x 1 Starburst | x 1 Lost Fragment Link to loot win(s): HERE
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Posted: Tue Aug 20, 2013 3:14 am
It was time, once again, to call forward to a new and stronger weapon. Kettil felt excitement as he arranged all of his loot just so and then began the foraging process. The results were pleasing but also very big. He swung the blade about curiously to see what would happen.
The weight was good but he would have to take some time to get used to it. Yes. This would serve him very well out on the battlefield. __________________________________________ TRYING FOR MINOR BLESSING OF THE GODS Achievement completed: Achievement 007: Minor Blessing of the Gods Link to blessing win(s): HERE
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Posted: Tue Aug 20, 2013 3:49 am
So...It's come to arguing in front of others now... __________________________________________ SUCCESSFUL BATTLELOOT x 2 Starburst Link to loot win(s): HERE
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Posted: Tue Aug 20, 2013 9:58 am
..I feel silly after all that worked out the way it did...Then again I've never claimed to be a patient person all the time, right...? __________________________________________ SUCCESSFUL BATTLELOOT x 2 White Tear Link to loot win(s): HERE
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