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 Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:32 am
Page 3
i- Contents
ii- Family Business
iii- Halloween party!
iv- A diary entry: Halloween night
v- Music lessons
vi- A bittersweet moment
vii- At the Yamada Mansion
viii- Now or Never
ix- No one truly cares
x- After all this time, I'm back where I started
xi- The Following Typical Reaction
xii- Aishiteru, Otou-san
xiii- A diary entry: Paranoia
xiv- Just friends right?
xv- A diary entry: Meeting Takumi and Ena
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:34 am
An engagement?!
It's a Halloween joke, right~
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:37 am
Candy and costumes, and trick or treating...
Just forget your worries, and have some fun~
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:42 am
The costumes and candy, I had great fun...
A diary entry: Halloween night
-to be added later-
But now, this mess has to be undone~
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 11:00 pm
Let the music take you away...
To a place that is your haven~
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 11:15 pm
Behind every smile...
Are hidden emotions~
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 11:17 pm
Sorting things out...
And hoping it will work out~
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 11:18 pm
What is this...
Cupid's on a rampage~
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 11:42 pm
Everyone loves her...
No one truly cares
It hurt.
Oh god, it hurt her so bad.
Why though, was she feeling this way?
The brunette heaved a sigh, closing her eyes and allowed a tear to run down her cheek. I want to go back. I want to go away. I don't want to stay here anymore. She couldn't stand it; stand why when she had finally settled in with the Ouran students, how problem after problem was hurled at her. There were like rocks which dented her heart, made her heart bleed. And when Roka and Katsuo said that they both loved Mitsuko, she felt even worse.
And that's when everything sank in. Everyone loved Mitsuko. Didn't they?
Those two boys did, Kiyoshi did, heck, even she herself did. And what if...what if....
What if Takumi loved her too? What was there not to like?
It wasn't that she was bitter, or even jealous of Mitsuko. Minori liked the clumsy girl, whom she had come to regard as a close and best friend.She could never hate her.
Never.
But she couldn't help it if it hurt her, right?
Why should I even care? I'm getting engaged.
Tears began to flow freely and she made no move to stop them, lying motionless on her bed except for the occasional heave of her shoulders as she cried.
It hurts.
Oh god, why must it always hurt me?
Why must love always hurt me?
Why?
Her fists clenched, grabbing her blankets. There was Tim, the guy she had mentioned to Mitsuko. The one who treated the girls he dated as trophies. The one she had kicked in the balls. But she never told Mitsuko, never told anyone.
She had actually kind of liked him.
It hurt when she realized the truth. But she had to put on a brave front and punish him. It hurt.
And there was Theo.
Oh god.
Her best friend's twin brother, who she thought of as her own brother. He admitted that he liked her...on the day she was leaving for Japan. And it hurt her to hurt him. She didn't love him, in that way. But she loved him as a brother. It hurt her to reject him and see him look so upset.
It hurt her.
And now they rarely talked; it seemed that he revealing his feelings towards her had drove a wedge between them. It was as though she had lost a friend.
It hurt her.
And now, that she actually liked someone, Takumi, who was a nice, decent guy she was actually confident that might win her father over....
The engagement.
It hurt her.
Her chest heaved, and the brunette pulled a pillow towards her, hugging it to herself and sobbing softly into it.
"No one really loves me." She whispered, her heart aching. "No one really cares."
Her parents?
No.
If they really, truly loved her, they wouldn't be the ones making her so upset right now.
All this pain hurt her, scared her.
Pain.
Fear.
She wanted to kill herself. To stop feeling this pain.
Her eyes glanced at the scissors lying on her dressing table, used to cut the fabric. Maybe...just maybe...
No. Her breath came out in raspy breaths, as she imagined the pain, the blood, everything. The wave of fear rushed through her, filling her.
No one was here for her.
It hurt her.
And that's including even me~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:19 am
A trip, a fall...
A weakness I've never shown before~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:21 am
I'm being too paranoid, so she says...
The Following Typical Reaction
to be fillled in
Never will admit this, but I agree~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:25 am
I never wanted to be pampered...
Aishiteru, Otou-san
to be fillled in
But I love being daddy's little princess~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:33 am
I'm being stupid...
A diary entry: Paranoia
-to be added later-
But I've got to solve this my way~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:35 am
I've got to pretend...
Even though I don't want to~
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:37 am
I've always been alone...
A diary entry: Meeting Takumi and Ena
-to be added later-
Maybe that's why I envy them~
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