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It wasn't as though I have never thought about it before though I had thought that maybe I would end up in a relationship before taking this sort of step. I am not bothered though, I think that it will be a good thing even if I haven't happened to find my important person. One never knows, it might happen in time but I think that if I continue to wait around for that to happen I might never know the love and the joy that is being a parent.

As such I decide that if I were going to have a child then I was going to raise one that is as I am. Knowing where I came from helped a lot in this, I went to the same place that I came from two years ago while I was still nothing more then a stick of Milk Pocky. Two years to the day and I have now in my possession what is called 'Swamp Water Taffy' flavored Pocky. Its an interesting color of green and has something darker green wrapped around it. I think that it looks rather interesting now as a stick of Pocky which means when it manifests as a child its going to look even more so. I am quite curious to see how the child, my child, will look when he appears from the stick of Pocky.

I wonder if this excitement and nervousness was what Fenrir felt when she was waiting for me to appear from the Pocky? After all she was the only one that knew what was going to happen, she told me about it, said that she wanted in an eager and excited way to see what happened with the 'Magic Pocky' she was given. I wonder if she had any idea what might be able to happen, that I would appear. I think I might be lucky knowing exactly what I am getting into. Perhaps knowing though has made me only that much more nervous, after all once his child appears nothing will ever be the same... but in a good way.

~ Kiyoshi