Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 808 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 279 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 268 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 757 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2770 ]

[erratic animosity]

be as pissy as you want if you having to make adjustments to the schedule pissed you off. i understand doing 6 days in a row "once in awhile" , but that was NOT once in awhile that was straight up 2 weeks straight, half the month. and again, i am not the only memeber of leadership. it doesn't HAVE to be me every time.

[ScreamingTrashCat]

Wtf dude.
Lots of wedding and marriage related stuff popping up a lot lately.
Or maybe I’m just noticing it more.
Ugh.

[Misanthropic Majesty]

I'm struggling to get into this class, honestly.

The first discussion board seems to be a bit... unclear, or rather there's too much freedom in it to answer. There's roughly 10 different questions for us to answer and we're allowed to answer just one or as many as we want, but it doesn't say how in-depth we should answer.
There's a lot of material to go through and make connections to as well.
I'm just very unmotivated. It's 12 weeks of work, 3 weeks less than usual, and yet I am just not there. This is it for me -- the final semester and the final class. It's terrifying and liberating at the same time.

At the very least I got 1/2 initial posts done today. I'm nervous my professor might ask me to change topics since I've wrote about this one before, but there is more than enough material to make a new paper with.

[Beasty]

Not a single phone call picked up... Barely did a damn thing while claiming to have sooo much work to do... No common sense and asking the stupidest questions... And yet the manager still defends her. I ******** hate it.

[danndelion]

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maybe i should try streaming again

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[ScreamingTrashCat]

Nimwae

You are all I want right now. I don’t want to
think. I want to feel. I want to feel you.
But I can’t. I can’t feel you. I can’t
have you.

Numb. Now overwhelming. Choking
back tears in a parking lot as I listen
to my audiobook where the mains
are devouring each other with need
and emotion. I need it. I need it
with you.

But again. I can’t. Probably never
will at this rate. Get my good cry
in and go inside.

I’ll drown these feelings away
tonight with some alcohol and
hopefully sleep soon.

I’m a pathetic hormonal mess
and a sorry excuse for a human.
No wonder no one wants me as
I want them. I wasn’t always this
way. I don’t think I would be if
I wasn’t so goddamn starved.

Excuses. ********. I hate this.

I just want to lose myself for
one night. I’ll figure it out.

Trust me when I say I am so
******** tired of me, too.

[Mijitdragun]

Getting cut deep by people around me today

"You'd be hilarious if you were high" while I hope to be a funny guy
Being deemed "difficult" because I genuinely just don't want to decide on something like food for working overtime because I'll just eat whatever
I'm "annoying and nagging" because I brought up an ongoing thing that needed to be handled even though my only intention was to just mention its a thing that's happening.

Man, I ain't s**t

[Sheepyxchan]

When it rains, it ******** pours
It's alright though
Everything always works out
I'll figure it out. I always do.
Just. . .why now?
Hoping it isn't serious.

[Socuteboss]

There was a hole here.
It's gone now.
:>

[Gothor Salvator]

Two months. Two months of my time that they wasted just to tell me they said no. I ******** knew it. I oughta get aggressive with them, but all that's gonna do is get me fired.

******** this. Even tried to get a cheaper quote with another car insurance company. That fell through. Have to wait till October. Least I got to hang out with my cousin... for a bit. Swallowed all the bitter feelings I been feeling the last three days to the point I'm not surprised anymore with s**t going wrong as of late.

Been wanting to tell someone about what's been going on, but everyone's having a good time and having fun. Hell, one friend's birthday was today. All I'm going to do is just bring them down and ruin it all. hhhh, guess imma put my heart on ice for a while. None of my friends really need to know what's happening for now.

[Selunite]

this week has not been ideal

its only wednesday


7 days to go