Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 808 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 279 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 268 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 757 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2770 ]

[rafe adler]

i just want to go somewhere
not on a vacation
i want to live somewhere else
i want to be anywhere except "home"
is this even home?

i keep going around in circles
to move i need a job
but i can't a job because i'm not really skilled in anything
i really, really don't want to drop more money on school
and besides, i don't even know what i want to go into?

[rafe adler]

i also really just... want to get off gaia.
i haven't had access to the email registered to this account for the longest time. i never bothered changing it. so i should just change my password to a random string of characters. then sign out.

[Misanthropic Majesty]

Honestly I don't know why I bother with League people
we play like 2-5 games
and then we stop playing (bed time/work/etc) for a bit, and then it's all "I'm this rank! I've won this many games!"and we never play again lol?
Like cool bro, why are you telling me if we're not gonna play together?? lmfao

[Sheepyxchan]

Body
Please stop trying to take me out

[cosmosredshift7]

My brother left this girl and now my mom is pissed at him.
He's blasting music at 2am RIGHT ABOVE ME and i have to listen to his dog bark and howl because he's kept in a small cage 95% of the time
Surprise, my brother ended things with another woman and i was right not to get attached.
He apparently tried to knock on my window over the weekend at 3am and my aunt stopped him.
******** drunkard

[Gothor Salvator]

falling into one of those depressions again. crying

least I got a song on repeat to help drown out my sorrows or at least deal with it lol :/

[Misery Mannequin]

I still get lost in this song…

[danndelion]

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crap i'm p sure the receptionist said my appointment today was over the phone....
or did i just imagine her saying that??? i hate that my memory is so faulty.

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[danndelion]

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guess i'll find out in a few minutes.
worst case scenario i miss the appointment and have to reschedule.

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[danndelion]

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yiihhh everything's gucci 👍
ofc i don't make enough to qualify for the affordable care act (irony)
but i was able to get help with rx and ig they'll put me on a sliding scale for my visit.

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[Cafe Delights]

Tell me something Fantastic heart

[Mizzy Jakovy]

2yr old is sick, all tests came back negative for:
c-19, flu, rsv, strep.....
UGH.
No answers is stressing me out.

[danndelion]

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still need to get to my dad's bc my ER bill was sent there.
i'm afraid to even know what it is.

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[Neot3uu]

I struggle financially more than i lead on
i have a cavity (absolutely no one knows this, im very sensitive about my teeth)
i cry every single day about something
i am emotionally attached to my mother
oh and i fear tremendously that i will die alone

[Butcher]

I'm tired of feeling sick all the time.
I hate everything about being alive.
I wouldn't care if I never woke up again.