Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 811 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 117 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 280 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 270 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 759 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2778 ]

[Suicide Salvation]

She ain't me.

[Everyday Arson Man]

And now I'm back from blind rage to sinking depression.

[Suicide Salvation]

Soo... Rob asked me out on a date... hah

[Melisolune]

I'm really craving salmon to eat right now.
Too bad there aren't any good seafood places that have a short wait.
I might just have to ask N to buy some on the way home?
I could cook it, I just hope no one is going to make an issue about it.

[unchanging]

This is going to be a pain to type out on a tablet; here goes.

Every Christmas wish I had up until this point has gone out the window. I want my laptop back. I won't mull over the could haves, I just want it back. I saved up for it, was personalizing it, was writing stories, roleplay info, and emotionally charged things, was including lyrics for every song on iTunes, doing what I thought was important for myself. A thief took it all away, along with my sense of security.

Marco asked if I cried; yes I did. My worries are multiplied a hundredfold. I can only get a replacement if I ask my parents. Pride can't save me, I can hardly save myself.

Which is why this is the last time. If 2014 won't go down without a fight, neither am I.

[a n a l a i g h]

Its only a little bit of breathing room, I don't know much about permanent solutions, just temporary sighs of relief.

[diseased spirits devoid]

this headaches are weird and annoying. i'm really hoping they're just tension headaches.
it's always the lower back of my head, and it's barely even painful...just really...annoying.
more like a muscle ache or something.

weh

[Pip-Louise]

I keep waiting.. but for what i know nothing will happen but i remain hopeful neverless.

[Melisolune]

Or... we could probably go for a "fancy dinner' from Red Lobster? I haven't been there in such a long time.
"Wood-Grilled Lobster, Shrimp and Salmon: A Maine lobster tail,
jumbo shrimp skewer and fresh Atlantic salmon,
wood-grilled and finished with brown butter. Served over green beans and baby gold potatoes. "

[Pip-Louise]

Sometimes i wish my mother would bother to spend at least a little time with me. I get so lonely..

[XydaneJay]

Life is really hard sometimes, i like the idea of this message board a lot

[` B e l o v e d]

I feel terrible for even wanting to give him away, but truly, dedicating just a few hours once a week is NOT enough. He needs to be outdoors more, he needs to be socializing with other dogs. I just don't have time to take care of him and give him adequate attention.

Do I really need to be explaining this to anyone?

Anyway, he's a good dog, but the truth is I cannot stand dogs. I wanted to not feel lonely down here and it was an impulsive thing. He doesn't deserve the discipline he receives as it's not fair to him. I know better.

[Form Abattoir]

For being sick? I did a damn good job with my singing today at the master class.
Even hit some of the higher soprano notes.
I prefer the alto range, but I can deal with being mezzo.
She wants to move forward too, next semester...
And is happy that we are going to be doing more than one lesson a week.
Yay for having potential.
BUUUT besides grad school admissions? I don't think I will ever be singing opera anywhere.

[dear thief]

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Black Mirror was stunning, as always.
Fantastic television.
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I'm really isolating myself but I can't bring myself to care.
I can't remember the last time I went out of my way to make plans with someone. If people ask me then sure, yeah, I'll do whatever, but they're all gonna stop trying soon and I don't exactly know how I'll feel when that happens.
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[lIIegit]

You're gonna die lonely.