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I officially, now and forever hate Cathy Kovach, Brandon Pinksa, and Nancy David.
There was this whole thing where Cathy and Nancy were having their bisexual friend named Steve flirt with Brandon to get him to say he's gay.
The whole thing was getting on my nerves and was starting to piss me off, so I wrote them a not saying that I was going to give them the silent treatment until they dropped the whole thing.
So they resolved it, but the next day at my 1/2 period lunch 7th period, I heard them talking about it, so I stayed quiet the whole time and ignored them even when they said bye when I was leaving to my 7/8 period Biology. They didn't talk to me during that lunch period, so I figured that it would be stupid to return their farewell after being ignred the whole time.
Then the next day in my half period 4th hour lunch, I decided to ignore Brandon cause I'm sick of him complaining about everything and I was trying to do my homework. He kept bugging me and asking why I was mad at him. Damnit I hate when people do it. I mean he ******** saw me doing my homework but he still wouldn't leave me the hell alone.
And on xanga, I've been reading Cathy's xanga because she's been writing to me on there.
This is what she wrote on 2-9-06 today was cool, brandon is okay about the steve thing because it should be all over...but heather is still mad....i wish she wasnt....it is her who made me think about the whole thing and tell/write the whole note to brandon. But it was pretty normal at school......i talked with candy and she mugged me in the hall stealing my now or laters.....but yeah.....soon i will get to hang out with kara and rachel heart it will be fun...unless my mom takes me boweling tomarrow.
My Response Yep, still mad. The whole thing never should have happened in the first place. I hate when people do stupid stuff like that to their friends. And I'm also mad at Brandon. I'm mad at him because he keeps complaining about things and I'm getting really annoyed by it cause I'm trying to make my life happier for the rest of the time I'm stuck in this hell hole and all of you are just not helping at all. And please keep Steve away from me, I have no intention of talking to him, nor do I want to. I was going to go back talking to you yesterday, but then you all started talking about the Steve thing and it should have been dropped. And guess what? I smoked weed the day before yesterday. And you can't do anything about it. Why? Because you rarely hang out with me outside of school and now I don't even want to. I think I'll probably just drop all of you as friends which will reduce me to just my one friend out in Crystal Lake.
Cathy's entry on 2-10-06 Well i am sorry to hear that...and we didnt have Steve talk to you he just did, i'm sorry we suck and i didnt bring up that thing about steve yesterday either, that was all him. I also dont care if you kill all your brain cells out by smoking weed, it isnt my problem and i am not going to stop you, no big news you do it, everyone does, all my friends do and thats fine with me, i dont, and thats the way i am. And i know brandon complains alot, it happens its just the way he is, and i complain alot too. And i am sorry to hear how shitty your life is, but sadly i cant do s**t about that either, i am not the one who decided to make it be bad so....that is all you heather, if you want to cheer up thats good, if you want to remain as you are and look at everything in a negative way that is fine too. And i know i dont hang out with you much, i'm sorry i dont live too close too you and i wish we could hang out more, and if you want to drop us then do it...people drift it is understandable, if you want to remain as a friend kool, if not thats too bad and we will miss you.
Sorry KIP
My Response I know it was Steve's idea to star talking with me, but I don't want him around me. And I'm not going to continue doing weed. I only did it because I was bored and that's from lack of friends to keep me busy. I know a lot of people complain, but it just gets on my nerves and I think people should keep that s**t to their journals and stuff. I know you can't do anything about my life. No one can. And it's not me who's making it bad, it's the people around me and especially my family. So you can't blame my shitty life on me. And I DON'T look at life in a negative way. I'm always looking for the good stuff, but with everyone complaining and s**t, it's hard to find anything good. Once I move out of here, then life will be better. Until then I'm toughing it out. I'm not like those stupid emo people. As for hanging out, distance doesn't really matter, I could have gotten a ride over to you. And it doesn't really sound like you're sorry at all. So yes, I'm dropping you all.
Bye forever.
Cathy's entry on 2-12-06 OKay by me heather, you dont want to enjoy your life and have friends fine, that aint my issue, as far as i am conserned i am sorry weather i sound like it our not, i guess the next time i will be hearing from you is when i find out you committed suicide huh? Have fun with that, atleast dont hang yourself, better off with slitting your wrists or druging yourself, your good at that right?
I didn't even respond to that and I'm not going to. I don't need to take that s**t from her and I'm too good to start something with her. I don't need to resort to name-calling, or any of that s**t. I told her before.
I'm not emo. I don't cut myself and I don't ever plan on suicide. Even if I did commit suicide, she wouldn't hear about it. No one would except for my friend Christina who lives in Crystal Lake.
I don't care what Cathy, Brandon or Nancy says. I just want people to leave me the hell alone. (referring to people at school and home)
Poke`mon · Sun Feb 12, 2006 @ 07:54pm · 0 Comments |
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