I just realizied I haven't updated this thing for a while. o __o; That's why I see lonely old people eating away at it-- HEY YOU! SHOO! SHOO! > __< -Gets a broom and whacks old people with it-
-Background: Arrgghhzzzz!-
Anyhoo. . .
n__n; -Cough- What should I write about. . .Hmz.
Okay I picked a topic, school.
Ah yes, school, a place known to be a sanctuary by others and some even refer to it as a hell hole. For me well, I know it as a place where I spend most of my sociable life and where I can easily contact my friends. Without school I think I would be known as one of those insane people who collect pictures of cakes around the world.
Secnerio 1:
Person: So Mekura! I was wondering if you wanted to hang out?
Mekura: AND THIS CAKE WAS FROM GERMANY!
Person: . . .Um that's nice. So you wanna have lunch than?
Mekura: AND IF YOU LOOK HERE I PASTED A PICTURE OF A CAKE FROM PAKISTAN.
Person: . . .Oh. . .Really? Let me see. . .
Mekura: GET YOUR DIRTY HANDS OFF MY SCRAPBOOK! D<
Person: -Is getting beaten by a book of cakes-
Dude, I totally want cake now. -Rubs tummy-
I feel like school and me don't get along sometimes. I say ketchup, school says FRIES PLZ. We just sometimes don't get along and I think it's about time I just accept the fact. I don't feel like I fit into a school setting. Especially the things I have to endure, ugh.
Let me say this: people are stupid. I am not saying this as a person who hates the world and writes angry songs in the corner with her guitar, I am just saying this as a TRUE fact.
Some people are stupid, I am one of them, but yet I am one of the stupids where you leave me alone and I just smile blankly at myself.
THAN THERE IS THAT STUPID WHERE YOU WANNA KICK THEM IN THE a**. THOSESTUPIDKIDS! . . .-Cough-
Though, thankfully, I am not involved with a lot of stupid people. There are sometimes where I cross paths but that's most it. I don't seem to attract a lot of attention cause I know I should keep my mouths shut in some scenerios and others, I should just camly reply back where I make the other person look stupid. Maybe I just don't supply the attention. I am not complaining though. Being at war with everyone is never the best feeling in the world or so I witnessed.
Sometimes my friends get undeeded attention and this REALLY pissess me of. I am talking about me ranting the whole day or writing this in my blog or making myself miserable the whole day. I seriously don't care if someone says something about me but when it's to a friend, oh man, do I get furious.
I am actually trying to learn to overcome the awkwardness for standing up for people. I am not a person who comes up with the smartest come backs, I know that, but saying something DOES make a differance. I learned this after many years of worrying. I seriously don't care anymore. Hey, you can be mad at me for not doing this before but it's better that I realized this now.
There are people who listen to what they were told and there are other people who follow a different entire path without any concern. I feel like I am slowly shifting to that path. Or it's just me. @__@
Though I am slowly learning to defend for people I don't know of, ya sounds like a weird thing to concur, but I believe if someone is in need, verbally or physically, I should defenitaley do somehting. Or at least try. I will TRY to do something!
-Is all defensive and pissed at school-
I feel tired for writing about school man, it's spring break, I should be enjoying this! Anyhoo as my LAST remark:
If your one of the people who worry about being intellgent or not because they are getting good grades in school, don't be discouraged. I view school as a place where your marked for your effort and work.
There are many types of intellegents I think. There are types where you know every answer but than there's this other one where you make the right choices. The smartest people can also be the dumbest people in the world.
As for me, I am just trying to get passed by. I am going over difficult obsticales but I think now that I gotta do this. I am not going to admit defeat. I am not going to be upset over what people say or about my grades, I am just going to appriciate everything along the way.
Cause I believe that's what I can at the most part. I know in the future that I want to expand something more outside of school where I can persue something that means something to me. Something that will be a inspiring journey. I will plan to listen to myself only when that time comes.
Just chew on that for a bit.
MEKURA OUTZ.
-Background: Arrgghhzzzz!-
Anyhoo. . .
n__n; -Cough- What should I write about. . .Hmz.
Okay I picked a topic, school.
Ah yes, school, a place known to be a sanctuary by others and some even refer to it as a hell hole. For me well, I know it as a place where I spend most of my sociable life and where I can easily contact my friends. Without school I think I would be known as one of those insane people who collect pictures of cakes around the world.
Secnerio 1:
Person: So Mekura! I was wondering if you wanted to hang out?
Mekura: AND THIS CAKE WAS FROM GERMANY!
Person: . . .Um that's nice. So you wanna have lunch than?
Mekura: AND IF YOU LOOK HERE I PASTED A PICTURE OF A CAKE FROM PAKISTAN.
Person: . . .Oh. . .Really? Let me see. . .
Mekura: GET YOUR DIRTY HANDS OFF MY SCRAPBOOK! D<
Person: -Is getting beaten by a book of cakes-
Dude, I totally want cake now. -Rubs tummy-
I feel like school and me don't get along sometimes. I say ketchup, school says FRIES PLZ. We just sometimes don't get along and I think it's about time I just accept the fact. I don't feel like I fit into a school setting. Especially the things I have to endure, ugh.
Let me say this: people are stupid. I am not saying this as a person who hates the world and writes angry songs in the corner with her guitar, I am just saying this as a TRUE fact.
Some people are stupid, I am one of them, but yet I am one of the stupids where you leave me alone and I just smile blankly at myself.
THAN THERE IS THAT STUPID WHERE YOU WANNA KICK THEM IN THE a**. THOSESTUPIDKIDS! . . .-Cough-
Though, thankfully, I am not involved with a lot of stupid people. There are sometimes where I cross paths but that's most it. I don't seem to attract a lot of attention cause I know I should keep my mouths shut in some scenerios and others, I should just camly reply back where I make the other person look stupid. Maybe I just don't supply the attention. I am not complaining though. Being at war with everyone is never the best feeling in the world or so I witnessed.
Sometimes my friends get undeeded attention and this REALLY pissess me of. I am talking about me ranting the whole day or writing this in my blog or making myself miserable the whole day. I seriously don't care if someone says something about me but when it's to a friend, oh man, do I get furious.
I am actually trying to learn to overcome the awkwardness for standing up for people. I am not a person who comes up with the smartest come backs, I know that, but saying something DOES make a differance. I learned this after many years of worrying. I seriously don't care anymore. Hey, you can be mad at me for not doing this before but it's better that I realized this now.
There are people who listen to what they were told and there are other people who follow a different entire path without any concern. I feel like I am slowly shifting to that path. Or it's just me. @__@
Though I am slowly learning to defend for people I don't know of, ya sounds like a weird thing to concur, but I believe if someone is in need, verbally or physically, I should defenitaley do somehting. Or at least try. I will TRY to do something!
-Is all defensive and pissed at school-
I feel tired for writing about school man, it's spring break, I should be enjoying this! Anyhoo as my LAST remark:
If your one of the people who worry about being intellgent or not because they are getting good grades in school, don't be discouraged. I view school as a place where your marked for your effort and work.
There are many types of intellegents I think. There are types where you know every answer but than there's this other one where you make the right choices. The smartest people can also be the dumbest people in the world.
As for me, I am just trying to get passed by. I am going over difficult obsticales but I think now that I gotta do this. I am not going to admit defeat. I am not going to be upset over what people say or about my grades, I am just going to appriciate everything along the way.
Cause I believe that's what I can at the most part. I know in the future that I want to expand something more outside of school where I can persue something that means something to me. Something that will be a inspiring journey. I will plan to listen to myself only when that time comes.
Just chew on that for a bit.
MEKURA OUTZ.
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If you weren't so hot, I'd totally throw you in the crazy house. >.>