+ Food i eat today
xxxxxxxxxxxxx - Breakfast: Jelly and plantillas
xxxxxxxxxxxxx -Lunch: 2 boiled eggs
xxxxxxxxxxxxx -Dinner: Ramen
+ How i felt today:
+ What was on my mind:
+ The Hardest Part of the day:
Hearing him from so far away and remember that i could not hug me or kiss me
+ Plans for tomorrow: i dont really know yet. i KNow i need to pass by the postal office and such... probably gym. Hoping to be more motivated
+ Free corner:
I really miss him. I find myself crying for no reason, and i am rally starting to think that i am depressed or something ;< i dont like being like this. I crave human affection from his part, but i am afraid to ask .... cause i know he might take it the wrong way being so far away and all
+ song of the day
~ What i did for love
+ what i wish i could have done:
I wanted to go shopping with him. I miss having him around for that. He is funny and well reminds me i got to eat.... my diet has gone to hell since he left. I wish that i coul hve him here in my arms again but nope thats not going to happen till february (( hopefully not later , so ill cross my figers hide my pain and try to smile)
