Sometimes you meet a person. Find the person very attractive. You think he or she is beautiful. That they are the most wonderful person in the world. You'd fight for this person. You get to know this person so well or not enough that you realize that this person is the ugliest person alive. Why do I find pretty rocks only to see they are nothing but dirt. Nothing. I waste time on said persons and find that they are nothing. Liars, cheaters and just plain losers.
I guess I am attracted to or they are attracted to me this way. Damnit I want a new magnet. A guy who is worth the time and the effort. Not a loser who just wanted me for naughty pics.. (I dont do those lmao) I feel sorry for girls who do send these pics to guys JUST for their attention. In the end, they end up as a toy. I have a lot of respect for myself to not become such. I am no toy. I am a real person with real goals and I do in the end feel for people. I guess if a guy doesnt like that about me, IDGAF. They can just go find another girl. Apparently there are lot of girls willing to be just that on Gaia. They think its real and in the end.. they find that the guy just doesnt want them that way. I will admit that I almost became a toy... Until I realized that I was just a number in the sleazeballs makebelieve heram. omg and that hurt! It pissed me off. Even though me and the lug are still friends. I will never look at him as highly as I once did. Hes the pebble that gets stuck in ones shoe... I try to be sweet to him.. but inside I'm grossing out. How does that happen? You look at someone with such respect, such admiration to find the guy is a dog... then look at him a few weeks later with the total opposite of what he use to be to you. I guess thats the way some guys are and GIRLS. I've seen girls act this way too. OMFG! How embarrassing. Soo I in the end will try to weed out the dogs of the world and stay away from such. I dont want to be bitten. Who knows what those animals are carrying.
It amuses me and I tend to watch people in Rally or Hollywood to see how they do act. Sometimes I'll see a girl or a guy spout out "I Love you" then say it to another moments later in another Rally.. or after the other person left. I sit there watching with my bowl of popcorn in amusement now. I might talk to people and add people but I do keep an eye on what is going on. Only because.. it amuses me. How amusing. I might sound angry.. Fudge! I am angry. I am freaking angry! XD Well.. Now that I've written this and reread it.. I'm amused.
As always I will always be amused ~Star
Over and Out...
· Tue Nov 13, 2012 @ 06:03pm · 0 Comments