HURRAH!
We've been actually getting a lot closer lately. Sometimes I still feel like a tool instead of a girlfriend who is desirable. His sex drive overwhelms me. I'm just... not like that anymore.
I don't think I ever want to be like that again.
I don't want to leave San Fran. I am so happy here with my roomies but at the same time I recognize that I should go back to pick him up. I just feel disgusted imagining that he's gonna wanna fool around. No, scratch that... he EXPECTS to fool around. I really don't give two shits about what he wants in that department anymore.
