Dear journal,
i miss the times when this site was popular, i miss the times i had with the people are on here. Eventually though people grow and some people would leave this website. It is unfortunate that they have to leave but i guess that is how this system works. I do hope they have a great time and i do hope they have fun. I also remember this site for the amount of gf and bf drama that was on here. It was fun but i guess it got annoying after awhile. I remember the first gf i meet on here on my senior year. That gf did a lot of damage to me mentally but i am through it and see things that i normally wouldn't see. For example I remember when she finally said to leave me alone for awhile and she needed time to think. I overreacted and keep trying to call her for while instead of just letting her in peace. Finally she fed up with me and i got her dad on the phone telling me that i was dumb and stupid and should shut the ******** up. I remember him saying to him that i was too fat and will never get anyone. Well the dad was stupid for sure for he had no right to say all that. But i think my old gf wanted me to avoid him. For i think she loved me but her dad hated me. Some how in that house the gf now hated me for i overreacted in my part.
I guess the thing is that it was my fault, now that i see it, that we broke up. later though i meet some really cool people on here. I remember having another gf on here that lives across the country. But she has so many people that love her that it was hard for me to even get to her.
Eventually though i lost the battle of love from another man that loves her.
Sometimes i wish i could just find someone that can cuddle with me, sometimes i wish i could find someone not just to have sex, but just a kiss. All i want is care, all i want is just love.
But i get none of those things anymore. People i meet don't see me in this pain for i hide it all the time. one day, i will find someone but until then i will stay single.
~Vincent[/size]
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