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Not knowing is my greatest weakness.

Want to take me down a notch? Hit me where it hurts, never make me think you could or would, and I'll be dumbstruck.

I don't know why she did it.



Would I take back anything? No.

I feel I did everything I could to stop it.

I look back, and I'm glad I drove to her that night, that night when my gut told me to.

Regrets? I can't regret things I'm not a fault of.

Maybe if I were attractive, rich... I could have kept her.





I was there. Something I promised, something I had told her that I never gave up on.

Even at the end, I was there.



Unconditional love... can there be unconditional hate? Unconditional need to hurt, both inward and outward? If she had this problem... all she had to do was tell me...

Maybe she couldn't.