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When my bottled feelings want to explode
I write them out to calm down...so these are thoughts running through my head
=P
I'm gonna go on a mini rant/reflective type thing on this blog. >_<

Chloe': It has indeed been a while, and that sad thing has become true. We were best friends, but not anymore, sadly. Back then, we'd hang out all day at school and come home and call each other and talk for hours on end. Now, we cannot even hold a five minute conversation. I still call you one of my best friends, but truly we have become so different that I don't even know if we are friends. Time has torn us and we have changed our separate ways, but what can one do? Just move on. It was fun being your best friend while it lasted, but sadly, times have changed.

Katie: Sorry that I have not been able to be there for you. I haven't really been there for anyone. Junior year has proven to be time consuming, but I cannot do anything about that. If I could, I would change it so I would have time to do things, but I cannot. =(

Courtnie: You have been my best friend for many years, and it's been fun. I have hardly hung out with you this year as well. The circle of information, you just forgive me, but I am not included this year. I have not had time for anything but school and swim.

Lewis: As Courtnie has said, things are not as easily fixable as you think. What you should try doing is just leave everyone alone for a long while. Maybe you can try again from scratch instead of trying to resurrect what has become dead and gone and cannot be fixed because it is so badly messed up. You cannot make an abused puppy act the same as a puppy that has always felt love growing up. It just doesn't work that way.

But yeah...just wanted to say some stuff..now back off to homework >_<






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Demonic Looking Angel
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 01, 2009 @ 04:15am
Junior year sucks
it's the hardest year and i understand that. And you've been there for me even if you don't know it.
and having no time is completely understandable, as long as you don't get killed by a rogue binder i'm happy. And getting amazing grades is hard. Good job though. You have way more dedication which i envy.

Being out of the circle can be fun! heres the circle --> 0
It doesn't look fun in there!

sorry about Chloe by the way.


commentCommented on: Tue Dec 01, 2009 @ 07:27pm
This year has pulled me away from it as well. Its okay though because we are still friends, we still talk and come end of this year, it will all get better. I know it. :3



-Em0-Pickle-
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deathangel_vsb76
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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 06, 2009 @ 03:03pm
I know right? in a circle..you just go round and round and round..i mean..it gets dizzy after a while!!

Its okay bout chloe' >_< not like im being creepy about it >_<

Courtnie, it shall get better by the end of the year...xcept the part where you might not join bmst!! =O


commentCommented on: Mon Dec 07, 2009 @ 12:46am
Exactly! Circles are incredibly overrated. ^.^
and that's good.



Demonic Looking Angel
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-Em0-Pickle-
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 08, 2009 @ 07:25pm
I know. But if I do not start a job now, I wont have a sufficent income come college and housing. I am just really scared about that. Silly as it sounds, college scares me.


commentCommented on: Mon Dec 21, 2009 @ 04:04am
at least you're going to college.



Demonic Looking Angel
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