It finally happend, I've been healed! I was beginning to think I was doomed to be a cheap knock off of the Human Torch forever. The one who cured me, Rancid Raptor, he said that I probably would have become a evil moster, or a mini Soul Edge.
I was in the final stage of the transformation, and probably today it would have been too late. The only way he could heal me was with a swrd that hard shards of Soul Calibur in it. He had to stab me exatly as Soul Edge had stabbed me, for a few minutes. He said there was a slim chance I would live, but I wanted to do it anyway.
He reluctantly impaled me with the holy sword, and it hurt a LOT. Even worse then when Soul Edge had, since it was being purged from my body. I was pretty sure I was going to die, but at least my soul would be ok.
Raptor tried to help me by taking half of the pain and numbing some of what was left, but it was still a lot. I was freaking out, and I wanted it to stop. He had to hold my wrists to keep me from pushing Soul Calibur out. Maybe he wasn't thinking bout that, but since he's half vampire, and I was on fire, I started burning him badly.
By the time it was over, I was shocked that I was stll alive. The wound healed from Soul Caliburs power, but Raptor's hads were still burnt to a crisp. I managed to lessen it with Cure, but his hands still might never heal...
I felt horrible, and he tried to cheer me up. He watched me practice with my fire, and I was surprised how much control I had over it. At least that cheered us up a little.
I still felt really upset, and I asked if drinking my blood wouldhelp him. He listed all these reasons not to do it, but that just made me more curious! Which, he pointed out, is a flaw I seem to have...
He wouldn't do it, but it wouldn't have helped his hands anyway. I just felt really bad. I feel even worse since...I think he loves me. I'm not sure ow I feel about him. When I thought I was dyig, I said 'Opy'. I'm still worried my feelings for emy havej ust been transferred over to someone who won't hurt me. I'm not sure how I feel exactly...
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