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Sometimes there are those times in your life where the music is the only truth you can find in the world. It lies and tells you the secrets you die to find but they never play with you. They never treat you like a doll or take it personally how you react to them. Songs, they are the sun and moon in my skies that have been setting and rising over and over again, confusing the s**t outta me. The rain that pelted down punishment continues on and keeps echoing the sobs. I should have never said anything and taken it. I will walk in it again soon. You can't stop that. When I do though, you can be sure he will be on my side this time. We will kiss and walk confidently, knowing that we will be able to face this. The arguing and tactics are only a game the human side of me indulges in. Deep down, there is your queen, waiting. I will no longer be a King of angels and demons in my world, I will rule by the side of my Flame. When he disappears I will have confidence and faith. I know now that there is nothing more that we could want. I am no angel and no demon but a girl that has issues. A girl that feels her strongest in the cold the first time then the second time falls to her death. The bitter taste in her lips is not love or lust but the poison she blinds her victims. They come rushing in and she pushes them out. If she happens to "ensnare" you, there will be a bliss only as long as the trap clutches to you. Walk away and pain surrounds the world. Her poison is a drug. Her drug is her love boiled to a scolding heat. The heat that only serves to melt the frozen hearts. Once you are thawed she serves no purpose and the pain is easily escaped. Pity people Pity people stay by her side. Pity people Pity people want her happiness. Pity people Pity people want her to die. The ones that "escape" feel pride. For her rage and deceit is like the "spirit of the forest". Stay and you are eventually going to be a victim... right? Or are there different kinds of forest spirits? Do they not grow like their trees and animals? Will the girl stay the same?

Who can tell but the rain...

((just went with what my thoughts wanted to say here))

Axel smiled and moved stealthily through the forest to the wall of the East side of the palace. It was about time to be getting back to his missions but then he sensed something. His heart raced and he double backed, holding his chest. "What?" he whispered, befuddled. "Sakura! It's raining out there...ah... get back here Miss. It isn't proper!" Danielle shouted, nagging and fretting about the Princess who was spinning around the courtyard under the rain. Axel blinked, curiosity sparking, the rain...felt cold. He rushed to the top of the wall and gazed down at the maiden in the middle of the rain. She giggled and shouted back to the other woman in what looked like a maid's uniform; "Come on! It's only a little rain," Sakura jousted. The long haired brunette shouted back, "Come in Miss! It'll be my head if you catch a cold." Sakura stopped spinning and pushed aside a wet chunk of hair from her eyes and composed herself, "Warm a bath, I'll be right in." Danielle bowed and hurried off, only glancing back once disapprovingly. Sakura giggled and once she was out of sight danced around once more. "Fat chance," she laughed and ballroom danced all by herself, pretending she had an imaginary partner. She hummed a soft tune, "May I cut in?" Axel asked from behind her. Sakura jumped, yelping nervously and blushing. His eyes danced a bright emerald and hair was a passionate red, littered with drops of rain. He held out a hand for her to grasp, she faltered then took a deep breath and took his hand. His lips curled into a soft smile and Sakura's head fell, hiding her deepening embarrassment. She watched her feet nervously and warmth flowed through her as his hand perched at the back of her waist. It felt like a dream after being isolated for so long. He let go of her hand and lifted her chin up with his index finger, "Be yourself," he murmured. Axel smelled of nutmeg and burnt papers Sakura noticed. She bit her lips and looked straight into his eyes, smiling playfully. They laughed together as they spun in the rain. Danielle, who had finished the bath and was beginning to worry, sped down the stairs. She gasped in fear and double backed from attempting to shout for help and covering her mouth in shock. "Sakura," she mumbled.