What is up with the double standard? I suppose the next thing you're going to say is that "they were bad for you." Yes, they were at the time and now I am doing okay without them. It doesn't change the fact I was sad they died. Yet, Sunset and Double Die are allowed to parade theirs around. Oh, wait .. that's right I made mine up in my mind. SO aren't you allowing the same?
I am so hurt right now. I let someone in that I told myself I would shut out forevermore unless called to me. Yet, here I am sitting around, waiting for a call BACK from calling her. Such a stupid twit who is kind. Too kind. I have let myself show my underbelly and Double Die parades on top of me, scarring my belly. I keep looking for the scars and my belly itches to know there are the scars it feels there. They are inside. After all, it is what's inside that matters, right?
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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