Does anyone else feel like they're silently going crazy?
sweatdrop
I can't tell where reality ends and my own world begins. I contemplate and dissect virtually everything that happens to me. Not that its weird to think about your own actions/events, but its not normal to think like this:
Ex. I waved to someone i am aquainted with, and said hi in the hallway.
Did my hand go high enough?
Did I sound friendly enough? Did I use the right tone of voice?
Did I make proper eye contact or did I accidently look away? Did I stare too long?
Was I walking stupidly? Did I slip up my speech?
It never ends. Haha. I'm just tired of stressing myself out over these little issues. I say "little" because I know to everyone else thats just what they are, but in actuality they arent little to me at all.
eek stressed stare
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