Dirty Little Secrets

[CTRL ALT DEFEAT]

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxoh the blood, oh the blood, oh the m a s s a c r e .xx
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxi always t h o u g h t that y o u would be the o n e .

this is the thing that bothers me the most dls.
we don't HAVE to exist.
it doesn't make sense to me that we do.
it frightens me that we do, just as much as death frightens me.
i put it out of my mind most of the time,
because if i think about it i get like this, i get shaky,
i get emotional, and i get scared.
humans are emotionally attached to this world,
which i still don't understand exists.
how the ******** does anything exist.
i don't know.
it ******** bothers me.
a lot.
i'm frightened.
i need to stop thinking about this.

[Disturbingly Sexy]

[空に見事なキノコの雲]

three people on the first page of fantasyadds.com have .gifs of heath ledger's joker from the dark knight as their display pictures.

that annoys me, but i don't know why.

[MYSPACE] [CRUSHTAG]

[trivia love]

I've felt you coming girl, as you drew near
I knew you'd find me, cause I longed you here
Are you my desitiny? Is this how you'll appear?
Wrapped in a coat with tears in your eyes?
Well take that coat babe, and throw it on the floor
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

blah.
I'm getting tired of this already.

I need simplicity.

As you've been moving surely toward me
My soul has comforted and assured me
That in time my heart it will reward me
And that all will be revealed
So I've sat and I've watched an ice-age thaw
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

[tastes like broken glass]

z a h s o m e

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxoh the blood, oh the blood, oh the m a s s a c r e .xx
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxi always t h o u g h t that y o u would be the o n e .

this is the thing that bothers me the most dls.
we don't HAVE to exist.
it doesn't make sense to me that we do.
it frightens me that we do, just as much as death frightens me.
i put it out of my mind most of the time,
because if i think about it i get like this, i get shaky,
i get emotional, and i get scared.
humans are emotionally attached to this world,
which i still don't understand exists.
how the ******** does anything exist.
i don't know.
it ******** bothers me.
a lot.
i'm frightened.
i need to stop thinking about this.

[Sinever]

I really don't want to go.
Not now that no one else is going.
I don't want to go. :<

[LastLadyStanding]

I'm also in love with rainbows.
I don't even know why.
I just lovelovelove them.
My grandma didn't expect me to pick the rainbow flipflops.
I guess 'cause I mostly wear black.
That's cause a.) you can't really stain black and I drop food on my chest constantly and b.) black is supposed to be slimming, which I need all the help in the world with.
I like color too grandma.
Especially bright colors.
:]

I wanna go shopping with her again.
I looooove my grandma.
<3

[x]

My mom wrote a blog on myspace (yes my mother is a myspace addict XD) about how much she loved me.
I love you too Mama, I'm just no good at expressing things with words.
<3

[~C~R~U~S~H~]xxxxxx[Collab DA (LastLadyStanding/meateater4real)]xxxxxx[My DA]xxxxxx[How sweet it is...]xxxxxx[Critique Me]

[Disturbingly Sexy]

[空に見事なキノコの雲]

i blame black people.

[MYSPACE] [CRUSHTAG]

[-Mistaken-Creation-]

ANGSTANGSTANGST

Probably wasn't about me, but Kami =/= Kimi. ; A;''''''

.____ .;

I saw this and wondered if it was about me.
O_O;

[lower cases and capitals]

He'll be on break in an hour. <3

[Midz In Space]

L3LA LAS3RB3AM

I'm scared to ever meet your friends.
What if they hate me?

[gracious faust]

DLS Tribute Video.

Thank you, Amy!


SPEAKING OF FANGIRLING --
I was strolling about, and I happened upon MONSTERbeneath your bed's profile.


SSSSYYYYYYYLAAAAAAAAAAAARRR.


C:

[Namae No Nai Hana]

I miss you but I can't face you .

[BRB BLITZKRIEG]

Isn't if funny how I went from seemingly undisturbed to a whiny little f*****t?
Yes, I noticed the change too, I'm not completely unobservant or caught up in myself.

[xSnow]

i cheated on the personality test. no big deal; it doesn't matter.