Dirty Little Secrets

[wonderlandHERO]

I hate you. I hate both of you. And I know you hate having me around too.
it's hard, being the youngest. Always trying to please you guys, but I still CAN'T.
no matter how hard I try. I get straight A's for you both, and you're never satisfied.
you never listen to me. in fact, you both always side with him, or her,
and you're always calling on kuya to do your dirty work.
I'm sorry I don't get MVP awards for you, or get you government money monthly.
I'm sorry that I'm not mestizo like kuya. I'M SORRY. but no matter what,
I still hate both of you. I hate everyone in this family, and I'm not afraid to speak my mind anymore.
but even if I did, I know that you'll all laugh it off. I'm not a kid anymore.
but you still treat me so. yeknow what? you all treat me even worse than that.
you don't even treat me like I'm part of the family. you still speak bullshit about me.
you think that I don't understand because it's in tagalog, but I do. and even though it's been years.
it still stings. I wish that you would listen to me, and not complain right back.
I HATE ALL OF YOU.

[SOUTHPAW PUPPETEER]

Requiem Dreaming

“Oиε shοuℓd αℓωαys pℓαy fαiяℓy...

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Regret.
What Quite a feeling.

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...ωhεи oиε hαs thε ωiииing cαяds.”

[hello candywife]

you called me cupcake.
i honestly wanted to cry
when i read that. it hurt
to remember then.

[Someone Famous]

blankspaceblankspaceblankspaceSay it straight.



Screw it, my hair will be curly tomorrow as well.
I hope it pours down rain afterschool, I really want to dance around in it.
And hoorah for the nice weather that's supposed to come this weekend!
In the 70's!

I bet, if Neuro comes to hang with her boyfriend, she'll demand I wear something cute.
And I'll have to wear a cute tanktop, since it'll be hot hot hot.




Well.
I'm quite tired, and should go to bed.
Sweet dreams, new (and hopefully improved) DLS.

[[Razzberry Kamikaze]]

I want to meet Ana. Is that really so bad?

[f uuuu gayaaa]

I wonder what you're doing when you're gone
which is most of the time

[Jessie Rose_Xx]

today is one of those days where i want to lay in bed and hopefully talk to him.

I miss his conversation.

[[Razzberry Kamikaze]]

I play nice with you. I get along with you.
Only cause if I didn't work would end up being s**t.

[Casey Charisma]

i think that the stars would have waited for us

hanging onto the night, watching down below



i keep wondering if it's just the age thing.
because if that's the case, i'll be eighteen shortly.
then again, matt...
he thinks we are gonna get married.
i saw that a while ago, a year or so ago, now.
but... i don't know.
:/


myspace // plurk // pyp it.

[sexualisiert]

MSN doesn`t like me。 :/。 Meehhh。 。 。 。
There went that plan。 D:。

[tha BOMBB]

xxxxxxxxxxxx isaac </3 lackaday
x+x+x+don't come any closer.
don't tell me it's over.
don't kiss me good-bye.

i don't want to think about this.
i'm actually crying a little.

here we are.

[f uuuu gayaaa]

I like him too.
I'm just not attracted to him sexually for some reason.

[Rains On Friday]

I'm so sick of this.
I'm keep self aggravating myself.
I think I should just forget about you.
But I can't, I want to get over you, that may be in the realm of possibility.
But...this is insane, why act like this now?
Now?
When I start to like YOU.
I want to go back to the times you acted more like my friend.
Well, we're still friends, but now we're growing apart.

[SOUTHPAW PUPPETEER]

Even though you feel all alone
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever..

i wanna get stud implants.

Your sunshine may be gone but i know
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever


mehSpace||faesBook||crUsh

[Cynotastic]

Ҥєɑѵєɴ`ȿ not a place that you go when you ∂ιε.
It's that
Ϻσɱҽηт in ʟɩғϵ when you finally feel ɑʅɪѵə ღ.

⇨xoxI really need to learn how to control my popcorn intake.
Especially movie popcorn.
It just tastes so good...