Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.5%	[ 779 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 130 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 148 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 113 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 266 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 259 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 163 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 78 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 707 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2643 ]

[Scraptrap]

Butcher

If I could go back in time,
I would do some things differently,
though I know we'd end up the same.
I just hope you're happy.

[Scraptrap]

Floofyfox90

rafe adler

LittIe Songbird

I wish I believed somebody cared. I know people do…but I want resounding belief.

[Frozen Mascara]

I want to blow his ******** head off to smithereens right now.

I can’t believe I got a job offer today after a month of unemployment. This idiot knows I got the job offer. I go do Uber eats driving because need something to pay bills.
Then I have an uni information session that I’d told him about previously at 6pm for an hour until 7pm. So that I can get a better not totally s**t job.

So he comes home from his not s**t job at 5.45pm and doesn’t say anything about my job offer, just says had a s**t day want pizza. I ask him what made it s**t and get nothing.

Fine, get pizza I remind him I have the thing and he forgot about it of course. So I ask him to get the pizza that he demanded for 7pm.

******** 7pm and the idiot asks what pizza I want. It’s been the same ******** pizza I ask for for 12 god damn years.

Now I’m hungry waiting for a god damn pizza that really should have been here 20 minutes ago so yeah I’m sick of all the effort being on me. When I need him to carry me he is just not there so what is the ******** point of this marriage when I may as well just be in a relationship with myself with the lack of support I get

[OH MYGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD]

Been doing a massive house clean out

Eeee found my old favourite shirt I thought I lost forever ago. I wonder if my 3DS will appear anywhere

[erratic animosity]

he will never get back with you. it's time to move on, for your sake and everyone else's.

[Sheepyxchan]

And there it is~

[LittIe Songbird]

I think I’m just going to disappear for a while…

[E for Enmity]

I am...unmotivated.
I need June to get here.

You are, 100% without a doubt in my mind, the cool one.

My body is so sore,
But I'm going to look good for you one day.

[lL U C lI lF lE lR]

Just one more day. Little steps. Small goals.

[lL U C lI lF lE lR]

It's so strange how I want to connect with people yet I want to be left alone.

[danndelion]

━━˖°˖ ☾☆☽ ˖°˖ ━━━━━━━

Finally got an appointment booked. soonest i could get in was the 31st.
the nurse got on to review my symptoms.
she was like "yeah... the palpitations don't concern me... most women have those.
but your other symptoms and family history is alarming.
i urge you to visit the er. don't let this go until your visit."

lol.

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[danndelion]

━━˖°˖ ☾☆☽ ˖°˖ ━━━━━━━

now i'm sitting here fighting with my anxiety to get up to go.
i've visited people in hospital dozens of times...
just... never been in myself.
i'm gonna be there alone.
and i hear that the one near me isn't that great,
especially so if you're broke with no insurance.
*sighs*

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[Praenuntia]

Floofyfox90

I'm just gonna go crawl into a hole and disappear for awhile. It's easier

[erratic animosity]

cool beans. gotta go to a dermatologist and get a breast ultrasound. wouldn't be surprised if there is something wrong with me, since i probably deserve it.

[SCARLET GOSPELS]

lL U C lI lF lE lR

It's so strange how I want to connect with people yet I want to be left alone.