Ky.'s the second one to suddenly guess I'm a guy in a chick's body.
Find it amusing.... But my reaction to a friend telling me that is either: eek or neutral and they were to tell me that when I'm not in the mood or anything for the matter, it's always this: emotion_eyebrow
Believe me buddy, I've checked.... I'm certain that I am a chick.
But yeah, I do kind of wonder why I think more in terms of guys...
..... kind of took one of those tests to see how I think more of a few months back (out of boredom of course. )
78% was thinking like a dude.
22% was thinking like a chick.
Kind of like my gender.... and I like the way I think. Who knew...
I wear ripped jeans, boots/tennis shoes, t-shirts and hoodies. It's rare to see me dress in formal attire.... unless I absolutely have to.
The only thing that I ever bother with in make-up terms is having eye-liner and mascara.
( Now I'm filling you in with useless s**t, go me! )
I like things a lot of chicks do not. And trust me, if you were to see most chick's reaction when I discuss everything I like. They would either call me a huge ******** weirdo or morbid (if that's the right word to say) as ******** or just twitch their eyes...
I know this.
And I ******** love it. emotion_awesome
So yes Ky..... call me a dude in a chick's body.
I have no problem with that. = w =
..... there is the word tomboy that also gets used, it would be a bit easier to just call me that.
Though... who cares, right?
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I hate the way my medications keep treating me.... stare
My Psych. appointment is next week to see how things have been going.
I hope it goes well, I don't really think I can stress having to do psychotherapy... or any therapy-related sessions. Even though, I definitely may need it soon.
I got classes starting in a few days, I don't want to just deal with a ton of things.
But, if I want to make better of myself and control my disorder in the most positive way possible... then I got to take measures.
Even if deep down inside me, I wish I wasn't so ******** up for everyone....