Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 748 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2553 ]

[BubbIeCat]

LOL
Receiving drunk calls are wonderful
"I WANT YOUR ASIAN BABIES INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW"
rofl looooool ok

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I really need a haircut

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3/25 papers finished for this pepakura
; A;

[hey pssst]

and just as I actually lose interest
he calls me at 5 am about the breakfast he promised me

[hey pssst]

I dont know how to feel
happy he called? upset he called at 5am, obviously trying to hook up?

I wanted the validation of being called. is it still validation though? or am I allowing him to mistreat me.

[lIIegit]

Got me more mint chocolate chip blunts.

ohhh yeah that's the shiiit.

[Kimchi Galore]

I think SnK is incredibly overrated.
There.
I said it.
It's still good.
But not as good as people hype it up to be.

[Leowna]

i want to be held.
i want warm hands on my back.
i want to matter to someone.

i feel like a wilted flower in the sun.
worthless garbage whose only purpose is to deteriorate for the things that eat dead things.

[SweetPea2010]

My thumb feels much better after putting some aspercream on it.

I'm gaining confidence in what I do at work which is helping in all aspects of life and I like knowing that the residents enjoy seeing me and miss me on my days off.

[Dork Of Your Dreams]

my dad is drunk right now and giving me a pep talk.
and it actually is so cute rofl
he complimented my art, and he went and told me he cared about me

and he went all off like, "how's _______? that ******** s**t"
"is there a third party involved is that why?? does he have a girlfriend now"
"you can find another man"
"i don't like you crying, are you okay"
"sometimes i feel like you love your cat more than your dad"
"sometimes i'm just like that bc of my personality"

it's so funny, but it also made me really sad
but aw, man, my dad's a good guy.
i feel like an a*****e for being so cruel.

[lIIegit]

Just realized my cat was the reason why I couldn't find my internet connection.

Swear to God there is no other animal in this house that makes me wanna cry sometimes.

[Dork Of Your Dreams]

i've never had an actual conversation with my dad in years, so it was nice
and i also had such a good day today with my friends ;u;
i really like getting into the "i love everyone" kinda mood.
it feels good.

i hope all of you are well too, dls!!! 4laugh

[Everyday Arson Man]

I'm awkward, and foul, and jealous, and ******** boring. And I could lose you at any second. Just like anyone else I ever get legitimately attached to - which, mind you, is only maybe two other people ever. And this is honestly going to breed paranoia, because I'm a ******** idiot. And I just direly want to talk it out and clear things up - because you're really kinda the only reason I'm smiling these days.

But fuuuuuck, man. I'unno. Shitty things other people have done to me left some pretty slow-healing scars, and this is poking them with a stick. Just tell me everything's gonna be okay, yeah?

[cosmicqueer]

solidified some things today

i'm okay, but still confused
trying not to give a ********
trying to just be thankful
it's a lot harder than i anticipated
i am so good at fooling myself into believing i don't care
that when i realize i do care
it's even worse

[Smoking Daffodils]

i feel like burying my head in sand for the rest of the night.

[Leowna]

god i'm tooclingy for my own good.

[Smoking Daffodils]

I feel naseous and I don't like this
I hate stress
I don't do good in these situations

this hurts