Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 747 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2552 ]

[Grumpicorn]

Elise The Experiment

Does love ever fade?

[PeachyPosterior]

⚓ What a ******** piss off.

[PeachyPosterior]

⚓ On a good note, yay! I have internet after almost a whole month of not, and made plans with Corey since we had to reschedule.
He's a good friend and I'm glad he can make light of my dads heart attack

[Hellodies]

My god....
Today was kind of shitty.

... A classmate questioned whether I was a Goth or an Emo, because I wear dark colors and eyeliner everyday. I was sitting next to AJ and Ky in class, talking about the usual s**t that goes on in our daily lives, and this chick comes up to me and goes,

"Hey A. Sorry to interrupt y'all's conversation, and sorry if I sound a bit odd about this-- but are you by chance a Goth or Emo. I mean you wear nothing bright, you always have the darkest eyeliner on, and you just look serious/depressed constantly..."

lol I looked at Ky. to see if he was going to say anything...
I'm finding it hilarious that she comes to me around this month to question that. I've been wearing dark colors since freshman year.... now you come up to me finally.
First off, I ABSOLUTELY hate anyone who dares bother to place me in a stereotype group. Like seriously, you don't see me going around categorizing anyone... Don't see the reason that you should as well. I mean, you can think whatever the hell I may be, but don't bother asking me or anyone.
I don't like stereotypes, nor am I trying to be in a group...
If I want to wear dark colors, I can. Same with light colors.
If I want to wear dark eyeliner, I can. Hell, I'll do blue one day or even purple. Whatever floats my ******** boat anyways.
If I want to look as if I got a dark appearance.... I'll ******** do so.

But I don't prefer myself as any of those.
I have Emotional issues, yes.
I am ******** up in my mind, yes.

I DO like gore and gruesome s**t, but that doesn't mean I do the whole "stereotype" s**t.
People are people and they can do the s**t they want....

Hell, if people want to see me wear bright colors... I'll do it. lol (though, I may raise the apocalypse, but it's whatever)

Ky. and AJ couldn't even stop laughing at her remark.
Oh god.... Stupid s**t.


//ends rant?? (if this can be considered as one)
- - - - - - - -
Revolver Golden Gods Award Show was on last night...
But I didn't know about it, till this morning...

Now I wanna see the whole show. D;

[Hellodies]

Can't trust a cold blooded man
He'll love you and leave you alive...

[mewkittyy]

i suppose i'll have to tell her eventually.
my anxiety is at a constant high today.

wish i hadn't left my ativan at home.

[Grumpicorn]

But if you ever get lonely
And you miss me
If you need someone to listen
Even if it's only
The sound of someone's voice who loves you
That you need to hear
You know where to find me
If you ever get lonely

[Grumpicorn]

Do you expect me to pretend that I don't love you?

[shiny spoink]

lololol keep dreaming.

[ya homie]

"categorize me I defy every label"

[mewkittyy]

i feel like a jerk for not eating the mcdonalds my dad bought me.
but the anxiety is making my stomach flip in all different ways.

hoping i can find something mild here.
but then if i eat, i'll have to admit that i didn't eat the fast food.

mer.

[Dirty Dishwater]

looking at him is such a bad idea 'cause... emotion_facepalm hnnnng today was too freakin' much.

[qwke]

on my lunch, my sister took me to the mall
to show me the pants she has on layaway
and I went to fye and saw they had one copy
of this is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about
for only 13$ so of course I impulsively bought it

BUT ITS CONPLETELY JUSTIFIED
because I've been wanting this album for months.
4laugh heart

[spica dvir]

I got a fifty dollar gift card to Ulta


so naturally I spent it all on nail polish emotion_dowant

[Grumpicorn]

I will never NOT love Aaron Carter.
emotion_bigheart