Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 746 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2551 ]

[Bunnycakie]

No NES Contra for Virtual Console? Whyyyyyyy? emotion_donotwant

[Tektek Charity Mule]

After not having a chocolate bar for over 3 months I think I'm going to cave.
I'm way too ******** miserable to be worried about a chocolate bar right now.

[Hellodies]

Agh...
Feels like forever since I've spoken to you...

emo

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Can't find my ipod's charger.
Hair Chalk went missing....
Didn't bother with the test corrections, visitors came by...
Gave up on the quests, as always... (Lol, ******** my skills and my quests)
Can't do anything about my cell's number until some time, which will lead me to pay a fee.

- - - - -

That b*****d's birthday is tomorrow.... don't ever expect to get a call from me. lol
Could ******** care less.

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I hope a decent Friday is in store tomorrow, but that won't happen...
I never have many decent days anyways. emotion_awesome

[Mallori_Cantare]

I running out of breath with this blowing mini game for my ds.
Man, I am so unfit.

[aestheticsleep]

I feel hopeless and hopeful at the same time.


hopeless because I keep failing classes.

hopeful because I know I can do it and there's many opportunities waiting for me.


I have to keep pushing hard. and keep myself optimistic.

[Grumpicorn]

Memphitelle

Agh...
Feels like forever since I've spoken to you...

emo

[Funeral sw1m]

mega magnectric is the homie

omg

<3

[Frozen Mascara]

I don't think that those who have found love realise how lucky they are. Those who are single like me and want to love like me just get their heart ripped to shreds all the time and justtoyed with like their heart is confetti or something. And after relentless heartache, society expects me to not be insane? how am I supposed to be sane? Every time someone says they like me its a lie, every time I trust someone they betray me, I have heard every kind of rejectionline in existance and you guys expect me to not be bitter? I am angry and bitter because I fall in love and no one ever feels the same. not once in twenty five years ofbeing alive has anyone ever felt any kind of affection for me. How dare society expect me to be normal after hurting me like that everyday

[mewkittyy]

"if something is going wrong, you can tell us. we won't get mad or make you feel bad. we just want to help."

"i haven't been going to intro to drawing, but i emailed my professor to see if i can work something out."

"wow. you're screwed if he doesn't work something out with you. why don't you just quit school and move back home?"

... thanks mom. you're making me feel great.

[spica dvir]

"take me to your best friend's house
I'd loved you then & I love you now, oh~yeah~"


such a good mood tonight : D

[really stupid girl]

he has a type and its not me.
and it hurts to know what he wishes i was.

[Bunnycakie]

I'm freakin bipolar when it comes to music. I listen to love songs and then go to the heart breaking suicidal country songs.

[comme des enfants]

I'm too good for you.

¯_(ツ)_/¯

[Robotic_Dementia]

I have stages of friendship.

1. Awkward as hell

2. Still awkward, but I make shitty jokes

3. Please don't get too comfortable, it makes my anxiety go super high

4. Oh, let's talk about personal s**t.

5. Okay, I'm comfortable now.

Like, I have to talk to you constantly for like 5 months or else s**t won't go well.

I'll be so damn awkward, and scared to talk, etc.

I hate it. sad

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



Almost 7 years later, I still wonder about Sarah. I wonder if she's still a nurse, if she's had as much of an impact on someone as she did on me.
I also still wonder how much trouble she got in from my doctor for not putting enough distance between herself and a patient. Big mistake for a student nurse.