Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 748 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2553 ]

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



This is one notebook I think I'll hold onto... and not just because of all the Scrubs quotes. xD
I made a lot of realizations in this notebook. It was the personal reflection part of my hospital stay. Despite the deep depression I was in at the time, it's surprisingly insightful and clever.
Usually when I'm in a rut I get selfish and anti-social, not thoughtful and self-reflecting.

[Your Personal Incubus]

no one loves me enough to quote this

[manly menopause]

i want you to call me tonight, but you probably won't.

---

this week really wore me out.
i don't know how i am going to be able to party it up tomorrow night.

[Draugma]

Robotic_Dementia

I have stages of friendship.

1. Awkward as hell

2. Still awkward, but a bit betterI make shitty jokes

3. Please don't get too comfortable, it makes my anxiety go super high

4. Oh, let's talk about personal s**t.

5. Okay, I'm comfortable now.

Like, I have to talk to you constantly for like 5 months or else s**t won't go well.

I'll be so damn awkward, and scared to talk, etc.

I hate it. sad

[Skritz]

I've realized something important today

[kaze rune]

Oh, DLS how I've missed you all so much.
I've been so caught up in my charity it's been a while since I've posted here.
Yes; I am going by Kaze now but it is me Adam.
I miss every single one of you and I'm sorry for my random disappearance.
Owning a charity takes a lot of work.

>w<

[kaze rune]

My life overall though has been going pretty damn well.
I got a promotion at work; Sean and I are doing incredibly well.
I run this charity now on gaia, and have a lot of supporters.
My staff for the charity are all very sweet, and we do our best.
(right now we are on average donating 25mil to each request that gets accepted.)

To be honest, I am the main funder I mean it is my charity.
So I spend most of my time playing with the marketplace to get as much gold.
I thought about DLS today though, and figured it's time I stopped by.

OH OH OH.
I also am starting to learn Japanese really soon.
I got a full scholarship for a school near me; and in the fall I start.
I can't wait; and I can't wait for this program I bough to arrive so I can start earlier than later.
It's so exciting, my life is finally going the way I want it to go.
:3

[Naterbee]

Ugh, I was going through tumblr and those "Hidden Mother' images cropped up again.
I don't know why I did it but I clicked on the tag, and the first thing I see is that somebody bought a post mortem photo of a baby being held up by his/her hidden mother.
I can't stand that.
It makes me so angry and makes me shaky because it makes me want to cry that somebody thinks that a photo of a dead child is free reign to use as a piece of art on their wall because it's from the Victorian era.
That's still somebodies child.
That's still somebodies child that they loved and missed and had to go through their death and you're using such a horrible, sad thing that happened as a piece of art and it makes me so sick to my ******** stomach.
I mean, how ******** dare you?
Are they your ancestors?
What right do you have to trivialize the death of a child because you find it "fascinating" enough to have on your wall?

I just can't wrap my head around what the ******** is wrong with people.

I don't give a flying s**t if you are into "Macabre" stuff, there is a line that should be drawn at liking that sort of thing and being completely ******** disrespectful.

Those photos were not taken for entertainment purposes, that was a parent mourning their baby.
I just.
I can't.
I really ******** hate some people.

[spica dvir]

I wonder if you still think about me when you get high


I know I do

[Dim Eyed Boy]

Art is sometimes gross and uncomfortable and crosses lines - that is what makes it art.

[mewkittyy]

so disappointing...

once again.
i just..
idk.

[Bunnycakie]

Longer hair is making me look more Filipino. burning_eyes I should cut it before summer hits.

[dammit mads]

lmao what am i even doing with my life
why do i always go for dudes who just ******** me around

[dammit mads]

mewkittyy

so disappointing...

once again.
i just..
idk.

[dammit mads]

if my friend mentions how bad she just wants to make out with people one more time i'm going to give myself a ******** lobotomy with my goddamn car keys

useless ******** hold your ******** s**t together