Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 800 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 134 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 265 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.4%	[ 751 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2742 ]

[no scheisse]

gonna break the phone computer the ******** desk the switch im just done

[no scheisse]

you're literally the worst person i know. ever.

[no scheisse]

i guess insane people treat people like this. and this is the way i have to ******** survive now just because this b***h absolutely cannot get her emotions in order.

[no scheisse]

you dont give me room to feel. everytime i do express any kind of feeling, its ******** unacceptable to you. thats not normal. you're NOT normal. never should've become a mother.

[no scheisse]

no way in hell i deserve this.

[Mijitdragun]

Redacting my previous typing because I really let my heart and soul out and it made me very afraid of that information actually getting out.

[Sin Eating]

Butcher

At some point you gotta accept
that it's not seasonal at all.
This is just how it is.
This is how it goes.

[Gothor Salvator]

I don't regret it. I won't regret it.

I'm just sad to see some people go.

Oh well. It's whatever. The temporary sadness is nothing compared to the fact I can now feel at peace after 7-8 months of going through that.

So if that's how things need to be, then so be it. I'm not giving up my peace of mind anymore.

[Butcher]

Now that I am done with my
mental breakdown of the day,
I am fairly confident that I can return
to my old habits and I will be just fine.
Because I don't care.

[Mijitdragun]

Further proving to myself that I'm too off putting for people long term because of how deep-seated my self loathing goes.

[aTinyBunny]

I'm in so much pain

[Ekopinion]

Mijitdragun

Further proving to myself that I'm too off putting for people long term because of how deep-seated my self loathing goes.

[Sweetly Tragic]

That family sat in the row in front of us again.
The little girl worries me. I watched her inch closer to her dad several times and then jump back like she was scared. I heard a high pitched whining at one point and he told her to stop making noise.
I don't know. I hope everything's okay and that I'm just jumping to conclusions.

What could I even do if it wasn't, though? I don't even know their names.

[Butcher]

I don't know what I want.
I don't know where to go.
I'm not sure of anything anymore.
It's getting harder to feel anything
outside of all the dread.
I solve one problem,
it kickstarts another.
I wish things didn't always feel so permanent.

[kadaver kid]

So ended up in the hospital Weds night because my cyst was hurting like a mfer after hours of agonzing pain
Thursday I got an emergency surgery to get it removed because it was twisting and now I’m here
Stressed af about money but damn it’s all worth it
I’m so grateful to the gyno team who worked on me that I couldn’t help but cry
******** I’m so happy because I feel like this whole thing opened a door I’ll be walking through soon enough