Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 807 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 277 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 268 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 753 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2762 ]

[lyingp1eceofsh1t]

Bunubile

... All my life I have taken care of others, rarely being taken care of myself. I crave it.

[Form Abattoir]

I really wish I wasn't logical.
I really wish that sometimes I would just have the nerve to actually off myself.
To stop thinking about what others would feel.
That's how I live my entire life.
Doing s**t for people, doing everything for people.

So tired of it.
Help me.

Every day I think about offing myself.
Every day I think about what it would be like to finally just pull the trigger.
Pulling a blade across the middle of my throat.
Something that WOULD kill me and not be just a little half a** attempt that could be undone with the pump of a stomach, or cutting down the rope.

I don't know.
I don't know.

[Kiro_Shinigami]

where is that little bit of love JUST for me? I feel so damned alone in a sea of people its still drowning me in tears.

[lyingp1eceofsh1t]

There is no truth in life
Only in death can you find that there is no peace
and what it means to be alive

There is no truth that will set you free
Swallow your tongue before you try to say what's best for me

You don't know
Never walked a day in my shoes
and I'll be damned if I turn out like you

Malicious the way you twist your words
This vicious cycle that I'm in feels more like a curse
When will enough be enough
The world's been dead to me for too long

So sing me a sad song
and tell me that I'll never belong
Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm all wrong
But the world's been dead to me for too long

Sad songs
You and me we'll never belong
Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm all wrong
But the world's been dead to me for too long

You don't really know what's best for me
Save it for someone else
So before you open your mouth
Know I don't need your help
What I really need is for you to go ******** yourself

So tell me
Does it give you that sour taste that you hate?
There'll be no peace between you and me
Does it give you that sour taste that you hate?
There'll be no peace

So sing me a sad song
and tell me that I'll never belong
Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm all wrong
But the world's been dead to me for too long

Sad songs
You and me we'll never belong
Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm all wrong
But the world's been dead to me for too long

Does it give you that sour taste that you hate?
To know I'll go my own way
Does it give you that sour taste that you hate?
So sing me a sad song

[Phidori]

I love Espeon so much. <3

Leafeon is definitely my second fave though.

Sylveon is also adorbs..

gah. <3

[Murdella]

Do not mistake my kindness as flirting.
Thats an insult.

[Phidori]

I'm so excited I got my first 25 bil commission. I'm almost done.

I hope they like it.

heart

[Form Abattoir]

Don't barge into my room.
Just because the door doesn't have a lock on it, doesn't mean that you can waltz in whenever you want.
And don't ******** waltz in here and expect me to be wearing a s**t eating grin for you.
I'm in a god awful mood.
I'm not sure why.. but I am.
So leave me the hell alone.

I don't want to go out tonight.
But I have to give James his stuff.
I am debating just tossing it at Mike in togo and leave without saying hello or good bye.

[as waves crash]

the guy that fixed my jeep was so gorgeous
like wow
he's super attractive

-----

crushes on strangers are lame
it'll fade in a day or so

[PeachyPosterior]

AAARg, if they're still doing the throwback Thursday dance party when I get home I need to get high and jam out to it.
I ******** love Thursdays now.

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I'm super proud.
I was 175, and went down to like, 172.
Not much, but it's progress.

If I get high though I need some more fruit to much on.

[PeachyPosterior]

I need to make a playlist for working out
with lots of Pink Floyd.
Pink Floyd is amazing to work out to.

[Kiro_Shinigami]

Bunubile

Do not mistake my kindness as flirting.
Thats an insult.

[rev your harley]

hi there!

[Kiro_Shinigami]

I am sweet to the universe cause its already as bitter as can be! What is a core without a soul but a metal husk of what a person should have been? understand me world. Understand ME.

[Doccubus]

Found out I didnt make travel tryouts today. Thats okay, I'll just make sure that this year I'll become their biggest regret.