Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 800 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 135 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 265 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.4%	[ 751 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2743 ]

[Naterbee]

The_Final_Princess

Seeing images of Self - Harm is the biggest trigger ever.

It makes my arms itch and sting, I never really realised how that sort of feeling would follow me even after I had stopped.

[Gypsosaurus]

I'm barely making ends meet.
I feel embarrassed to ask my mom to pay my ER bill,
even though she said she would.

[moogle desu]

All I keep thinking about is last night.
Last night was SOOOOO much fun!
I hope we do it again real soon~ But..
I'm a little upset.. Well.. I saw Junho again.
We hugged he said "long time no see~".
We acted weird towards each other, but
towards the end of the night we sort of danced.
It was fun.. But.. When he was saying bye we hugged like
three times... Then he kissed me on the cheek. He said
see you soon~ And I told him like three times to text me,
but I don't think he 1. Understood or 2. Heard me ..
Or 3. He just laughed it off like "yeah right b***h."
But then seeing Chris right before I went in we hugged
took two pictures. And he said he felt emotional next to me.
HE IS SO ********. <333333333 And like he said
he missed me a lot. He kept calling me hot and stuff.
Like boy, what is GUCC? I really want him... ********..
I sent him a message on facebook. I mean, I tagged him in
the picture.. I don't blame him for not accepting the tag cause
1. his eyes were closed and 2. The caption Tree put
"Jojo should totes ma goats date him. He's cutie~ (;"
LIKE AMG. But, hey. I'm feeling risky. And I know
he ignored it cause he posted a new status, so whatevs. It's
gucc. But I left him a message.
Just kind like It was nice to see you last night. Might come by next
weekend. Message me some time~~~ Lol k.
I didn't get a text from Junho all day. Which I'm kind of glad about.
I hope Junho doesn't still like me.. I want Chris sooo furking bad.
Like... Furk. I've checked my facebook for his response like 8 times.
LMAO. And when I asked him "Why don't you talk to me? ;P" he's all
"Oh.. English is not so good. Sorry ;c" He was so ******** kjefhlekfhlwjf.
I wish I could ask for his number.. But I know to take it slow. I wish
I could come by tomorrow (Junho's not working on Mondays).
I'm hoping he'll message me back so I can be like

"Hey I know we just met
And I know it sounds crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?"

I really will. I'll ask him out. Just like "Kayso when you free? Cause we should
totes hang~ :3"

Orrrrr, he could just not respond.. And I'll wait to see him again.
Grow the bond. Try again... Or just not try.. I dunno.
Gotta go with the flow.

[Chronogenesis]

yum_tea
Why do I keep forgetting how selfish you are?

[Gypsosaurus]

Eeeeeee, I love questions!
Thank you, to whoever asked (:

[your head]

in the end i'm most afraid of regretting not giving it a chance.
and that's why this is worth it. no matter what.
it's something that i have to do.

[Elaborate Toast]

There's not a person alive who loves a person more than I love you.

[Gypsosaurus]

Ugh, well. At least you got to see me begging.
That must have felt pretty satisfying.
Whatever. I'm done now.
I'm telling Tony yes.
I'm giving up.

[` B e l o v e d]

I love how you still try to get under my skin. You know you attempt to. Too bad though, you can't. Sorry. Feel how you want about me, they are your opinions. Unfortunately, the quote that says opinions are like assholes everyone has one, is very accurate. I could care less about your a*****e.

neutral

[Gypsosaurus]

I'm not good at being alone.

[top_spy]

Hiro Akemi

The more I interact with humans... The more I don't see myself as one.

My mind is a twisted devil's trap.

[Naterbee]

Looool, Bon was really upset with me for putting all her toys and s**t on her bed.
It was either I put them up and have her throw screaming tantrums over it and have her get angry with me and tell me how everything is my fault, or I make her put them up and only have to put up with tantrums over having to put them up.

It bothers me how spoilt she is, it really does.
I honestly hope she grows out of it or she's not going to make a lot of friends in the coming years.

[top_spy]

Professor Menschenfresser

It's comically obvious that I'm bullshitting my way
through everything by now.
I'm throwing around terms, words and phrases, whether in writing or speaking, that sound nice together
like they don't even have definitions.

Just can't bring myself to give a s**t at the moment.
I'm barely conscious, how am I supposed to be coherent?

[The_Final_Princess]

you want my full, undivided attention as soon as we speak or see each other
but for ******** sake, i have other things i want to do too.
Yes, we're talking on TinyChat and Yes, I'm watching you
but I can do other things at the same time you know?
I am perfectly capable of watching you play on Pokemon
while reading something on Gaia or watching a TV Show.
My eyes don't have to be on you constantly for me to be paying attention to you.

And now, after so much ******** fuss over it
'Well it doesn't matter now.'
FFS, i know it doesnt! I never said it mattered!
You're the one making such a big fuss over it!

[Ogamdo]

So why is it I'm hiding from you? Its been an eternal game of hide and seek since then. Its funny because I have feelings for other people but I refuse to let myself do anything because I hate how it felt when I hurt you. I could be punishing myself. More or less likely I'm just being silly. After all that is what I do best. I'm silly. . . I love you Jen. I seriously love you. Everything reminds me of you. I missed your smell the most. I wish it stayed on my bed. I wished it stayed in my clothes. Everyone has a soul mate. . . What if you ******** your soul mate over? What then? I'll find out I suppose. I'm still debating. . . whether I should be gone.