Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 802 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 266 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 752 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2753 ]

[Everyday Arson Man]

You could have been my everything.

I guess you still are... just in a much more painful way.

[Elaborate Toast]

I honestly expected myself to go back to bed after you headed to work, but I couldn't do it. I decided to stay up and get all my stuff done so when I get home, just in case you're not passed out, we can head to bed together. .3.

[top_spy]

Εντάξι. Μη μου μιλάς.
Ότι θες εσύ.
Αλλά την επόμενη φορά, μην νομίζεις ότι θα ξεφύγεις τόσο εύκολα.
Θέλω να με ακούσεις - πριν να σηκωθείς, και να φύγεις. Πάλι.

[Lovecrafty]

diseased spirits devoid

If I am were to submit to you completely... You
must learn the boundaries yourself...

You can't could mostly do whatever you want,
whenever you want to... I will would let
you, but you shouldn't abuse that power...
but if it pleased you, i'd probably definitely let you anway

[Elaborate Toast]

6 days. 6 days and it will be a year since we've known each other. A year since--

No no, calm down Kenney.

Once you get started on Bri posts you'll never stop until it's all out there.

Save it for her letter. .3.

[Vingt cinq]

I am scared, actually. Very scared. I have been worrying the past few days, trying to pinpoint my concerns so I can bring them up with you in a clear manner (last time i tried? kill me, good god) but to no avail.

I am frightened of my actions, of my hurtful and closed ways, of what they have done and how they've pushed so many people away. So many people that I care about or want to know...
First him, way back, both times, and now you.

The same thing that has happened to us happened with him and it's my fault. I've said all this before- here, never to you (which is probably part of the mistake) -but I say that with honesty and a complete lack of self-pity.

Please.

I would love for this to work out. I don't know how you feel anymore, but I know that you would tell me if anything really changed.
You mean a lot to me, good ser. There are no words.

Suffice to say that I hope this works, that it would be glorious, and that I'm sorry for being so terrible at this.
And that this distance is simply awful.

And I'll probably not say anything at all. I'll probably just wallow and wish I had the courage to do the right things.

[KairiWillSwantonYou]

Ƭħε ρεηɗυℓυϻ sϮιℓℓ sωαʏs ϝѳʀ ʏѳυ,
$υcħ αrε Ϯħε ɗαʀκs ħεrε Ϯѳ sħѳω ʏoυ, cħιℓɗ ιn α cѳʀηεʀ,
Ϝαℓℓεη ϻιʀʀѳʀs, αℓℓ κιηԍɗѳϻ ιn cιηɗεʀs.


Stop calling me.

[King of Kanto]

Sometimes, I miss the taste of cigarettes. Though I know they're really bad for my health.
I was never a terrible smoker. Just occasionally.
The taste and smell is so nostalgic. Hm.

[King of Kanto]

I wonder if anyone would remember me.
I wonder if they'd care to.
Or perhaps I'll just brush myself aside as I did before. Pretend I didn't even exist. Because I don't really exist. No, I don't.

What would be best at this point? Pursue myself or...
vanish?

How complicated.

[Everyday Arson Man]

I wish I had the guts to off myself before we met. I hate that I let you down so bad. I hate that you could have held me as something to be so treasured... and I can go and ******** it all up. That I could be such a trainwreck of a relationship. I was supposed to be different. I was supposed to be "the good one." I was supposed to make you happy, and make up for all the shitty guys you've been with before. I'm no different, in the grander scheme-- I still failed, and that's all that counts in my books.

When I told R I used to contemplate suicide, he said I was strong for still being here. It's funny, he was so wrong. I was too weak to do it and find out what lies in wait on the other side.

[earthsdragon]

Wow, this weekend has been nuts.
Why do I feel that the rest of May will be this way?
I'm not complaining about that though, I would love
nothing more than to have this month be busy! 3nodding

[earthsdragon]

Fool Needs to get on. We need to talk.

[Elaborate Toast]

You truly are the most gorgeous woman in the whole world.

Every time I see your smile, your eyes, hear your voice, see you, experience you in any way shape or form, I am always left breathless.

You're so perfect. Beyond perfect, flawless. Just. Incredible.

And I'm the luckiest man alive to be able to spend my days, and my love, and my heart and my soul with you.

And I promise you that I'll never take any of it for granted. You know me better than that. You know that not a day will go by that I don't tell you I love you (at least 100 times), and that I want to make you happy, and tell you how happy you make me, and how much I appreciate you.

I know that no matter what happens, that we will always get through any difficulties through life together, and come out stronger on the other side.

[he who howls]

...Pffft.
I finished cleaning around the house and he's away.
Ha. Well. That's fine.
...
Also, there's a nice scratch aong my left hand.
Where's that come from?
The cat or...the guinea pig? Weird-
Oh wait, there's two scratches. I lied.
Feels a little itchy, that can't be good...
I'm going to wash my hands.

[Never The End]

I want to play a game: the rules are simple.

* All you have to do is sit here and talk to me; listen to me.

It's time to start our game:

Quite irritated today.

"Can you do this and this, and while you're at it will you do this too?"
"You need to get a job, you don't do anything."

Blah, blah, blah. I don't do anything really? I do anything you lazy ******** don't want to do.
Seriously, then I won't do anything you ask anymore and then you can say: "I don't DO anything."

Okay, so I don't have money to give you for the bills, and even if I did, I wouldn't give you my money. You pay ONE main bill. Not a whole lot. While you eat the food we DO get and never REPLACE anything you eat that's ours, except your own food. Really? Selfish and inconsiderate.

Not to mention, you always eat my food, when I'm pregnant and I barely eat as is. Don't eat what I get for the baby to stay healthy. That's bullshit.

I'm sick of being told I don't do anything when I do. Okay, so I won't do the ******** dishes, but I can be your b***h and do everything you ask and that isn't doing anything? Okay, whatever.

Like I said, I just won't do anything anymore when you ask. How about that?

Bloody ******** hell.

You think it is over, but the games have just begun.