About

I am Serena but since most Americans are too lazy to pronounce a three syllable name, most call me Rini. I have no preference as long as it's not Beaner.

I get off to the thoughts of like minded individuals and myself collectively testing the boundaries of eachothers' capabilities of accomplishing varying ways of utilizing the laughable qualities in lesser beings to make art.


I did not let myself get sucked so far into the stupidity that I surrounded myself in for years so that I would lose myself.


I do not pity myself and expect one who could be considered worthy of my conversation to reciprocate.


There are certainties in life that are not what I consider a belief system, and yet those who would prefer to either A) Live forever within the herd allowing logical and intelligent thought to slip through their finger tips or B) Lash out against any and all who would define something that they (the lashers) are not capable of comprehending or taking credit for are the ones who try to tell me what I believe in, what my religion is…


Did you notice up there what I put in the parenthesis? Do you understand why I did? If you too have been forced to bite your intelligence down to the point of losing your grasp of the English language or simply losing yourself in the depths of the pit, you’ll notice that I am still so accustomed to ensuring that even the slower readers can grasp what I am saying, that I do it unintentionally. And then, when I point it out as if to mock myself for my own softness to the dumber creatures, I insult all parties involved. Why is that?


Feel free to answer me those questions. In the mean time, let us get back to me, as it is all about me now isn’t it?


Now that I have found a personal messiah or two I am not so desperately struggling for conversation. I find myself able to collect my thoughts and actually ignore the ones who would converse with me based off of superficial means. I am not so socially starved that I will ever, EVER repeat the events of my seventh birthday party.


I am on an adventure. I will never stop this adventure. In this adventure I expect to discover many more Indigo Children and see if they chuckle when they read what I have to say. We are not united, we are lost. Why are we lost? Because it’s easier to keep ones like us separated. And that is why I am determined to find more! If I can do nothing else this day, I can collect more for the raging inferno that is my existence. And with the flames that would lick the very heavens only to bring them crashing down in front of me, I will continue to be the catalyst that I always have been! But in the mean time, I’ll save the rants for the blog and move onto the next section.