~a note to visitors~
Hey guys, the name's Chriz ^-^ First off, if you don't like music, you've come to the wrong profile. I love every animal although my favorites are dogs. Life pretty much revolves around music for me & I can usually come up with a lyric or song for pretty much any situation or emotion. I am a nonconformist, and nothing you say will change that. My friends are my true family and I don't know what I'd do without any of them. Free time is taken up with writing, listening to music, playing my bass guitar, drawing, anime and video games =D I also like big explosions and randomness! I love random pm's and prefer to send a few back and forth before accepting a friend request. I like to know about the people on my list ^^ lol but anyways, send me some? :3
my most recent thoughts...
Soooo things are interesting. Literally. Everything is interesting. I want to learn, I want to know all that I can in the little time that I have. People tell me I'm a glutton for punishment, but I don't care. It's honestly all I want to do anymore so that's exactly what I'm going to do.
A little (well not that little) saying that describes me in a nutshell
The girl who stands alone, eats alone, and is friends with herself. The girl who hates who she loves, and likes who she’s hated by. Who watched those 3 girls, soon to be 4 who used to be her friends laugh at her. The one called her emo though she has never cut herself, the one who really hates no one but herself, the one who is not scared of death but of life, the one who stares out blankly at the world while her life spins, the one who while they run from the rain she walks in it and enjoys it as it hides her tears. The one who knows nothing but pain, the one who watches him with the girl he really loves, the one who cries for him everyday, the one who stands in the middle of the street and waits for a car to come and hit her and take her life, the one who knows not to wait for the storm to pass but has learned to play in the rain, the one who is secretly sad inside while the whole world thinks she is smiling. The one who hides her talent so she can sing in silence without audience, the one who rarely walks but gracefully dances her way through life, the one who has seen worse times than anyone her age, the one called a band geek but loves her music, the one who makes her flute cry out for her. The one who ignores the words that stung her heart, the one who loves the darkness and sighs at the light, the one who does not dream for the fear of never becoming reality, the one who’s nightmare is when she is awake, the one who’s happiness is wishing to be a vampire. The one who helps others get through life but cannot help herself, the one who gives advice but never listens to it, the one who helps but hates being helped the one who is different than who you see on the outside, the one who is dressed in black but is not goth, the one who watches movies and wishes to be in them, the one who hears music and is always singing along the one you see standing alone…is me.
A Thought for the week
Write to ease your suffering. It is the soul's medicine. Write when you hurt. Write what you fear. Write what you wanna write about. It is your personal freedom. Write to save yourself. Write to survive as an individual.