WELL HELLO THERE, 2019!!
Damn, hey there! Long time no see. I never thought I would step into this site ever again. But my Facebook page told me something about Gaia was going to be updated, so I figured I would check in with it all. Oh man. Reading my comments makes me laugh, cringe, cry, just about everything. I had no idea what I was talking about, and it was easy to see that I had a problem with saying no or would just tolerate overly sexual conversations until I could leave.
Well, it's mid 2019 right now, and a lot has changed. I'm 24 right now, and I'll be 25 in 4 months. I'm no longer 16 and while I do miss the innocence of it all, I am glad that I have matured so much since then.
I still live in Minnesota. I never got to go back to Las Vegas like I wanted to. Those first few years here really took a negative toll on my mental/emotional and physical state. It was very lonely. And I tried to rekindle a couple of old flames to stay afloat, to maybe talk to someone. It didn't work. But it got me to reflect on a lot of things I did right and wrong and how I could better myself as a person.
I do miss quite a lot of people on here that were actually really good friends to me
I was able to confide in you guy's with at least some of the abuse I was going through at school and at home, and honestly it helped; you guys helped more than you will ever know. It's actually pretty embarrassing to even be typing all this, I don't even know who would read it or who even is on this site still.
For anyone who might be interested in my life currently that might still be on here, a lot of my day to day nonsense with work and my doggie is on my Snapchat. Sometimes Instagram. Just PM me on here and I'm sure I'll eventually get back to ya!
Thank you for reading, ya'll. I missed some of you crazies.
Wow 2020, you were not the greatest! Still, it was really nice to see all the old connections I had back in school find me on here and was able to speak to again. It made me so happy and helped this year not be so terrible. I can't even get into Towns or Rally anymore since Flash isn't a thing on my desktop, so I've just been stalking old flames and friends and reminisced all the gosh awful forum posts and journal entries, even my character is just horribly hilarious to look at! I still want to reach out to those I haven't spoken to since 2010-11, or hopefully hear from them first. I worry about you, and I can only hope everything is alright still. And if not, message me! Don't go through things alone like I did when I was a kid. <3 Love you crazies.