Panda Kawaiidesu

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Birthday: 02/05


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...hello there n.n
names jerson but call me panda,im 21 i was born in Georgia raised in Puerto Rico since i was 3 .. -sigh- heres a lil resumed story of me-

my father was abusive with me my sister and mom,mom did anything to protect us...lost my twin cus of my father..yes i was a twin...i survived on my moms tummy..she had a mis carage of him cus of my stupid father didnt belive tht she was pregnant after she had me and my sister..we moved to puerto rico cus my mom escaped with us to b with our family... a year later...started kinder.. was treated wrong for being a "gringo" if no one knows what it is..its cus i only spoke english... so ppl would treat me wrong..yes even my 3rd grade got chocked by one of the teachers cus i didnt know how to read and couldnt answer in spanish when she would ask me something...since third grade i used to have fights at school..with other kids or students or ppl...till 7th 7th grade fell in depression..cus i had severe scoliosis ,and we needed my fathers signature for the papers...he said tht he wont sign it cus what i wasnt curable and he left me to mom fought till the end and th judge gave her the permision to sign as father and mother to b able to give me the surgery..cus i was in between life and spine twisted it self in a way tht my right rib were puncturing my organs and was leaving me without breath and if i kept waiting it wouldve made damages and i wouldve died...and 6 months later had the surgery for it..(it was horrible...) the went bk to school after a year of recovery...going bk brought me down cus of ppl mocking me and my spine and what i had to use there i met a friend who would bk me up..well new friends n.n, ... friends i never had in my life...treated me like if i was their brother..and at this time we still treat each other like tht...a few months later droped out of school at 8th grade..stayed out for two years cus of depression..barely would talk to ppl..not even to my own family...many students i never had as friends would come visit me to take me out of my depression...nothing worked...till this kid ....this kid is my best brother...hes 14 going to we met at home he used to b a pain in the a**.. lol..i used to b a gamer never would stop playing he is a gamer also..we started playing ps2 and all tht together and ever since tht day weve been really close to each other...two years later i started school again..and finished it...after a year passed i just moved to ohio bout two months now ,moved in with my aunt,uncle and cousin, looking for oportunitys tht i never had in PR and so far im doing great n.n .. i miss my family and my best friend...but oh well..gota move on..anyway and step dad are working hard fto earn money bk at home since puerto rico has become shity to live in...i have never worked but i will do anything to help my sister irl and mom their both bank ruped... <-- idk how to say it but u get me.. im gona help them move here with me.. they need to... pr has become to idiotic to live is higher thn here at US ,gas,electricity...water... EVERYTHING! u could open the fridge at home...and u barely could see food in it...thts how bad PR has become... -sigh-...anyway...OTHER THN THAT! not gona say no more if ud like to ask me anything ur welcome to ask .

im wierd (but in a good way) i love to laugh,i love randomness, my favorite colors are Black ,White ,Grey and Red (dont know why but I CANT STOP LOVING EM! scream lol ) my favorite dog is the platypus,my favorite cat is the llama emotion_dealwithit lol nah but my favorite animal is the panda n.n ,i love mythic creatures mostly dragons... idc but i love samurais ,ninjas and all tht stuff lol
i love anime n.n
i havent seen them all but im getting to it lol bleach,soul eater,fairy tail and so on.. n.n any questions u wanna ask let me know n.n i wont bite n.n ...
e_ e i think .. lol anyway its been really hard for me to make friends in real so ive been able to have real friends since i 1st started gaia (been on gaia for 3 years now) WELP! ANYWAY n.n

THIS!! right here is me lol n.n u see tht creepy lil dude? stare well yeah .. thts me lol emotion_awesome total awesomeness
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killer_music Report | 01/07/2014 1:40 pm
bltrash Report | 12/17/2013 8:29 am
Miss you too! Get well biggrin
bltrash Report | 12/17/2013 8:17 am
Senpai Touch Report | 10/23/2013 3:42 am
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LMAO oh the lulz... all of them xD.
Senpai Touch Report | 10/17/2013 4:34 am
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Hopefully soon smile That'd be so awesome, Just connect my Laptop to my big a** monitor and have your face just in the middle of my house so whenever she comes home from work she'll see you and i'll be sitting there naked skating xD. oh the look on her face that'd she have, mainly disappointment but yeah xD
killer_music Report | 10/15/2013 9:39 am
thanks i guess o-o
Senpai Touch Report | 10/15/2013 1:34 am
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That just shows Jerson loves me C: ~JERSON LOVES WILL, YES HE DOES WOOOH OOOOOH~ Just put that into any rhythm you'd like wink . OH I'm living in my own place now! So when we skype you wont see that obnoxious room curtain behind me, because you'll be seeing my new TABLE BOOTH WOOH! smile or... another window.. or my new room mate wink -wink wink- the girl i've been telling you about...
Morbhid Report | 10/13/2013 4:11 pm
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Morbhid Report | 10/13/2013 3:57 pm
Yes, I got a job and had many tournaments so I didn't have alot of time to talk


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