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the book

songs, thoughts, feelings, etc.

words that i don't know

surrender, quit, pain, loose, forfet,regret, sorrow, sanity, give in, rest, love, friends, comfort, joy, happyness,

sweet rose

such a delicate flower,
simply needs warmth and love to grow
once a seed now a tower.

your beauty is, the sea, silent but visible
your grace is that of a butterfly, swift and smooth.

even candy sweet as thee,
doesn't melt for me

man and wife:

the simple sun rise comes but once a day,
the crimson horizon burns, from ray to ray.

the moon sings a songs of love and waits for her man,
heart a flutter, with a rose in each hand.

as she waits for her knight,
her gallivant knight to return from the fight.

as the sun dances around the horizon with the moon.
the earth starts to awaken, the birds sing their tune.

the moon is the sun's wife, and the sun is the moon's husband.
they dance from dusk to dawn, all across the globe.
a love old as time it self, the faceless old couple.
a dance of emotion, a song of love.


light as a feather, strong as steel.
colorful as a rainbow, soft to the feel.

many shapes and sizes, all different and the same.
the inner beast of me is very tame.

he floats upon his wings, and visits his dead friends.
his heart never heals, never mends the the trends
trends of loss and hatred, but he rises up on his wings,
he forgets all his problems when he sits with the old kings.

he says "see you tomarrow grandpa" and walks out happy
his grandfather kisses his head and see you around.
the little boy becomes a man, so less sappy.
now the man lays in a large mound.
a mound of sadness, as he carries his grandfather to the land of clouds.
he cries as he buries his grand father, says "i'll see you soon grand dad"


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michaela18 Report | 04/12/2012 5:22 pm
working on it
Classy_Clarinet Report | 12/05/2011 1:00 pm
Hey there,
I know it's been a long while since we've last talked, but I've been busy with college and work. I hope you can forgive me. I just wanted to stop by and say hello and let you and my other friends here on Gaia know that I haven't forgotten about you. I hope that everything is going swell.
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:23 pm
^^ i feel much better knowing i know u biggrin <33 nite! -kisses n hugs-
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:20 pm
thank u. thats what i was bout to say. ly soo much. nite bby!!
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:14 pm
its not ur fault. thank u. ILY. do u wanna meet? even thoill probally leave soon ......u dnt have to
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:11 pm
mabey its for the best -trys to smile-
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:07 pm
bc does it matter? u dnt no him. and well theres no point in making u feel bad. thank u.
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 7:05 pm
what can i say lol im not in the mood? someone died. im sorry.
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 6:22 pm
rofl XD rapest! jk i like itt biggrin
HerppDerppMapleSerpp Report | 06/10/2009 1:01 pm
rofl ^^ nuu..u r! XD

back round

if you're reading this then i guess you want to know a little bit about who i am as a person so....

name- Vogel, John A. II
date of birth- June 23rd 1991
race- white
religion- none
job- metal re-cycle person(part time) and professional writer(full time)
dreams- help people all around the globe.such as people that get hit by natural disasters; and other natural problems.
tattoos- 3
piercing- none
drink- no
smoke- not anymore
scars- hundreds
out look on life- we are screwed, simple as that.simply because humanity is corrupted by a ever growing lust for power and greed.
hobbies- writing, singing, playing guitar, drawing, etc.

I am a professional writer and that is now my official carrier choice, and I proudly stand by it. I do have a few weaknesses in spelling and grammer, but that's why I have an editor. well to be specific i have a few, my real and gaia mom are the two main ones though. I can write about anything; but the more interested in a project I am, the better i write usually. what i am best at writing would be science fiction, mystery and horror. i have a very twisted and dark mind so i use it fully to my advantage when ever possible.

any other questions ask me via private message. thank you.

P.S.- i am also known as:
johnny, john, bear, Vogel, Lugnut, plague of humanity, the boss man, the jester, and spike

P.S.S.- I've decided to publish my book in parts. i will soon try to publish part 1 which contains the first four chapters. ask me to show you it if you wish. smile

why i am a hero

this is the farthest thing form easy to do. i swore to never tell anyone why i walked the road i choose, but its time everyone knew the ugly truth.

when i was eight, i was raped by my best friend over the course of a month. no one knew but him and i. once i told someone they reacted by trying to kill him. i stopped them from doing so. i had a personal vendetta to him. if he was to die for his crimes i decided it should be me who would be his judge, and jury; i would hold the power to decide if he lived or died. i thought of this as a justified way of living; punishing the rapists, and child molesters. i didn't care he price i had to pay to do my job. i saved many lives from the heartach that i was forced to endure. i made it my personal mission to help every single person in need no matter what the cost to me. even if that cost was my life. i still live by this code of honor that i created and i still walk that path alone. i have stopped people from cutting, commiting suicide, and so many other things they would later regret.

i never judge the innocent, and always do what ever i can to help those deemed to be gothic and emo just because they have lived a less than pleasant life. if this is such a crime then condemn me to death just like i have done for 12 years.

random quotes

1. A Cat climbed up a tree, pounded on his chest and said
"I am a monkey"
As he swung from tree to tree
Meowing merrily
A wise old owl saw the cat and said
"You're a fool. You're a Cat!"
The cat fell.
And that was that.

2. time flies like an arrow, fruits flies like a banana.
3. a measure of a man is not by his height but by how often he bends to help others
4. if it bleeds we can kill it
5. opinons are like assholes everyone has one
6. youth is stranger than fiction
7. i have often regreted my speak but never my silence
8. i would rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints
9. death is just the beginning
10. i read that dogs are man's best friends, that explains where they learn there hygiene
11. when you get older sex is like your birthday it comes but once a year
12. a woman needs a man like a fish needs a bike
13. i don't have time to bleed
14. it's the freinds that you can call at 4am that matter
15. when life give you leamons, find some one who's life gave then vodca and have a party
16. killing is easy, not killing is the challange
17. silence is golden, duch tape is god
18. mess with the best die like the rest
19. i'm running out of palces to hide the bodies
20. we are what we eat, so i could be you by morning
21. i tried to see things from your point of view but couldn't shove my head that far up my a**
22. it's only a flesh wound
23. bring it or shut it
24. who want some of this?
25. did you get a ticket to the gun show?
26. names equal bodies
27. better a wound from a friend that heals, than a kiss from an enemy that kills
28. every life taken a life is given
29.. for every good deed a wrongful deed is also comitted
30. for every yin there is also a yang(for every good an evil)
31. don't under estamate me...
32. don't blink because you maybe dead after you open your eyes
33. every smile hides a thousand tears
34. scars tell stories
35. to be immortal is a curse, to die is a gift
36. love the life you live, live the life you love
38. it's time for my pound of flesh!
39. A-, Are you eating, Are you eating a sandwich?!?, Your the sound guy, we can hear that F***!!!
40. Heyooo!
41. so who's Tony Romo now ********. CAN'T ALL BE HOOKERS AND SUNSHINE!
43. who do i have to suck off to get a ******** suicide bomber balls to drop
44. STEVE hold on you have 18 kids!
45. Steve! Where is my Low fat Mocha Frapachino?


we grew up far apart, but we grew together,
we where like two birds of one feather.
we became each others best friends.

you meanded my broken heart many a time,
you and i where the paint on a mime.
you couldn't have the one with out the other.

we never changed much, hell if we cared
as long as we had each others friendship we where fine.
we never fought, never went to blows.

we were inseperalble, until that day.
moving day came for me and we said out good byes.
i didn't think we would never see each other again.

why did you do it man? i wish i knew.
why did you jump from that bridge? did you want to prove something?
i miss my little brother man, i miss you.
nick you where always like a brother to me man.
through thick and thin, we never fought.

tears(emo song i wrote)

the tears are falling...
they feel like lead weights falling from my face...
ever tear i shed...i another sign of weakness...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

why am i crying? no one has died...
at least not physically...
the energy with in my body has disappeared from with in me...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

I've lost my edge...
I've lost my tears...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

they are little lead weights weighing down my emotions...
so every time i cry a little more of me dies...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

pain and sadness are second nature to me...
how can any one under stand me if they wont talk to me...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

i have a knife to my throat...i could do it if i wanted...
i could kill me or any one else...if i wanted...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

why should i care if i live or die?
no one cares if i live or die...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

i am the original lone wolf...
the one man army...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

Recent Stalkers

Lord Angry assassin

1. meat!!! *opens mouth and points to with fins* MEAT!!!!

2. ...and what do you want me to do about that? >.>

3. <.< bring me food or i eat you soul!!!!

4. o.0 but...but it's my soul...what did it ever do to you?

5. FEED ME NOW MORTAL!!! *pulls out knife and fork*

6. or what? you'll stab me with a fork? o.0

7. i will eat your ******** soul and wear your skin like a jacket!!!! mwhahahaha!

8. that's just creepy dude....*walks away* wow...what a strange penguin

i've been beaten within an inch of my life. i've nearly died defending what i believe in. i'm pround to be seen as a hero. i sacrificed every thing to gain nothing. i have made my mistakes. no one will forgive what i've done. i've been pushed around. i've been tied up and beaten. i've bleed to protect the ones i love. to die protecting who i love, would be an honor to me.

i'm no super man. just a common hero with a mask on to hide from the fame and glory

who am I? I am shadow, and darkness...your deepest darkest nightmare come true here to haunt you.

from darkness to darkness

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle. Girl: Slow down I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not, please, it's so scary. Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: I love you, Slow down. Guy: Now give me a big hug.*She gave him a big hug* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself, it's really bothering me. The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized his brakes weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. So instead he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put on his helmet so she would live, even if it meant he would die. If you would do the same thing for the person you love, copy this to your profile

if i died right now... would anyone care?

...once an assassin always an by the creed and die by the says i, so says we all(assassins)...

i used to care about what people thought... but now i take a pill for that

I have a ******** up past. so yeah i'm a freakin' dark person. if that bothers you; you can bite me a** hole, oh and one last thing: have a nice life

i'm not always happy of the choices i've made, but i do what i must to survive.

i can fix almost anything with a motor. i am a certified master automotive technician. my specialty is small engine servicing.

knee deep in zombie s**t, and all out of ammo ********' glorious!

nothing puts hair on yer chest like a lil' napalm in the mornin'

sometimes trying to help someone can actually hurt them.

knowing when to stop trying to help someone is the hardest lesson to learn

sometimes i want to quit trying to help people. sometimes i feel like i only make things worse. i raised my self to be a hero, so that's the path i take alone. it's how its always been and always will be. knowing that my every choice could either save a life, or cost a life; scares me beyond belief but i wont and can't quit.

one shot one kill; simple as that

K to the I to the A Zombitch!

"Hey player drop the chips and get me some ammo!" -Dempsey

"Eh, even a flying squirl gets raped twice a day" - Dempsey after being revived.

"Did you see what happened to me? there where thousands!"- Nikolai, after picked up.

"I served in the navy for years, but that was the fishiest thing I've tasted." JFK, after getting quick revive

Nikolai:"I need more vodka... I, I mean ammo!""This is the weapon I used to kill my first wife!"

"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names!"

"Snipers may wear diapers but they get all the ladies!" - Nikolai after picking up a sniper rifle

"Die! But you're already ******** YOU!" Nikolai

"Touch me again, and I will kill you again" JFK, killing a zombie that attacked him

"No, it's my VODKA!" Nikoli after killing a zombie.

Mommy told me not to hurt animals anymore... Richtofen after a dog round starts.

Dempsey:"Hey Treyarch, can we get a new objective here?" Ascension, start of game."EAT IT YA NASTY SKWAGGGG!" Kino Der Toten, killing a zombie thats injured him.

Nikolai: "Oh well, maybe I'll just sit here and die." Kino, after trying to open the mystery box."I've fallen and I can't get back up!" Ascension, after being downed."STAY AWAY FROM MY VODKA!" Shi No Numa and Kino, after getting hit."Have a "round" on me...get it? Have a "round"? Ehh, never mind ******** you." Kino, getting a head shot.

"Oh look, dempsey stealed the color!! and dont stop of turning off the electricity, I HATE U DEMPSEY" Richtofen, at the start on Ascension

Takeo in Ascension - "Ahhh, I have time to update my Facebook page!" - waiting for Pack-A-Punch.

may Sithis be with you

the scene below this caption is something i thought of while trying to over come a sever case of writers block.

P.S. i love penguins, and would never actually harm them, but morons and idiots on the other hand....

mess with the best die like the rest

when the s**t hits the fan you find out who your real friends are.

i'm just a hero that wears a mask so you never know who i am. i don't want the fame, i just wanna help people in need.

i'm a writer in every sense of the word. i write everything you can imagine. i write books, poems, songs, etc. i will accept requests for works of my writing. just ask politely please.

i know my profile is huge... and if your actually reading everything that i post, your a stalker! :P just kidding, you probably wanna learn bout me or find what i post to be interesting. what ever the case i thank you for taking the time to read what ever you did.

yeah i'm a redneck who's gothic/emo. tht a problem? cause i can fix it with my baseball bat.


I'm no saint, but at heart i am.

I'm a sick and twisted man with no family or friends. and now because of a life of sin a must pay the blood price.