Miyavi - grow up, Miyavi doesn't want to grow up, I don't blame him

Izumi Ishistar

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Last Login: 03/03/2010 12:29 pm

Registered: 05/30/2007

Gender: Female

My final dream, which I'll never reach

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Some information about this weird guitarlover

I'm a 15 years old girl. From Holland, and to a lot of people kinda freaky. If you dare you'll just find it out yourself.
For me the world is black, hearts are cold, but no heart is as cold as mine. Only a few people can really hurt me, when they do I write a poem, to lose my feelings again.
I love to write, love to draw and love to be alone without silence. So the biggest part of the day I listen to music, while writing or just laying in the grass with no people around me.
What kind of music, well Rock, and J-rock, and my favourite Visual Kei, you might wonder how the hell can you love bands who think looks are as important as the music. Well hell like I know. Tho I'm kinda a loner, I still like happy music like Oshara Kei (an cafe and likes)
Enough about music. One more thing I love, languages and cultures. I love to be around people of other cultures with other languages. I don't know why. I just love the things that are unknown to me.
I also said I like to draw *asks question to herself 'who the hell is reading this??'* What do I draw, well people to practice realistic drawing. And I only sketch, and I'm learning to draw anime right now.
I also love anime, like bleach but it's not my first way to kill time, I rather read or write something: Here dear stepfather a poem to you, I'll admit your power, one who stands above me.

I'm an ice queen for real
But you can make me feel

The brutal stings of your words are reaching my ice-cold heart
Slowly you warm me with anger, so you can tear me apart
Your feelings of hate, hit me like a rock
It's breaking my icy heart lock

Slowly crystals fall down
Drops of water fall next to my crystal tears
Slowly your melting my crown
Please leave, and let me live without fears

I tried to fly away, but I fell down
I guess I'll need to stay, untill I'm frozen again.

Would you give up?

I see you cry
No need to ask why
You want to give up
And just die

Do you see the snow
The perfect white crystals
That's all I need to show
You see, you're not alone

Look behind you
We are here
That's all we can do
To help you dear
 

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Izumi_Ishistar Report | 08/29/2007 12:30 am
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Hij de we het hier over de koen, of een andere koen, en aaah arme jullie da jullie naar school moeten. Ik maandag ook, neeeee, allemaal nieuwe namen leren, daarna vervelenen en erachterkomen da ik de namen nog steeds niet weet User Image of het valt allemaal mee.
[.Tahira.] Report | 08/25/2007 3:22 am
[.Tahira.]
Jaaa dat jurkje is vet hip man xD Whieeee vanaaf naar Michieltje ^^
Dark_Raven92 Report | 08/20/2007 12:37 am
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Ja ik weet, hij lag ergens op mijn kamer. Geen wonder dat ik hem kwijt was! =o Ailine!! Wij hebben hetzelfde jurkje aan!! xD Maargoed, jippii... School... *gaap gaap* Ik moet over een paar uur naar school!!!!!!!!! TT.TT Arme ik. Dat zal mijn einde zijn (vooral nu ik bij KOEN in deklas kom... >.< wink !!! Maar, het is wer wel afleiding... User Image
Izumi_Ishistar Report | 08/15/2007 7:58 am
Izumi_Ishistar
goed van der he, helemaal top
[.Tahira.] Report | 08/14/2007 5:00 am
[.Tahira.]
Omg Ankie heeft haar hart weer gevonden o.o
Izumi_Ishistar Report | 08/14/2007 4:58 am
Izumi_Ishistar
dankje ik wist wel dat je ergens nog een hart had. Waar was je hem kwijtgeraakt?
Dark_Raven92 Report | 08/12/2007 2:00 pm
Dark_Raven92
Aahhhh... Arme Esmee/Izumi/Underskin... =( Wij hebben medelijden met jullie manier van hoe jullie aan jullie einde zijn gekomen... *knuffelt ze*
Izumi_Ishistar Report | 08/12/2007 7:24 am
Izumi_Ishistar
To silent, everything, I'm so bored to death. ....... yup still bored........ Does this ever stop? *get her eye cought by the little japanesekoreanmiyavireplicafairy* it said to go to [.tahira.]'s account..... *stares* yup still bored. Allright I go, I go.
Izumi_Ishistar Report | 08/04/2007 2:45 am
Izumi_Ishistar
Yay ik had alleen factor 80+ van 2 jaar terug
[.Tahira.] Report | 08/03/2007 2:28 am
[.Tahira.]
*doneert zonnebrand factor 100*

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