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dearest love,
i hope this message finds you well. as these endless thoughts drip from my soul, every single word secretly paints a fairytale of when we will melt into one.... eyes forfiet sight to the pain. cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core as i cling to my memories of you...
i am so scared... so scared... i need you with me. were the last words i wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my eternal darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
its me again,
is it me or am i wrong to be concerned? will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again? was this all a lie? why? were the last words i wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my eternal darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
make it stop... make the pounding in my head stop! fill my lungs with air. give me one more day to make his dreams come true.
he understands, right? i'm not coming back...
he understands, right? i'm not coming back...
make it stop... make the pounding stop! i'm not coming back... i'm not coming back... i'm not coming back....
i don't know what happened... how did my life end up like this? i did not mean to hurt him, not hurt him like this... i can't feel my legs... i can't feel my legs, and i can't even cry... how could somebody die like this? if my words even reach you i'll assume you don't care. never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade...
now i curse all of your beautiful lies...
i love you and goodbye...
were the last words i wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my eternal darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
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