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Report | 06/05/2011 7:35 pm

Dear Maryna-sempai,
I am very extremely sorry for the way I've acted. Not just recently, but in all. I was a selfish moron the entire time I was friends with Mikey. I drove him away with my foolishness, and THAT is why he isn't coming back .... is he? I was healing ... and then I found that bear. The one that he got me for my birthday ... and everything flowed back. I'm sorry I couldn't love him right. I was stupid and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you when you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I yelled at you and called you a liar. I'm sorry I said Mikey wasn't real. He is very real. Whether a person or not ... he's real where it counts... in my heart. He's always been real to me, and my bipolar self pushed everyone away. I wanted to believe he was fake because I was scared to love. I was scared that I was falling in love with him. And I was. And Now here I am .... two years later. The pain strikes my heart ... but doesn't cause it to bleed. I want him back. I don't care what has to happen, I want him back. I want him to act gay and feminine. I want him to say stupid things that we laugh at. I want him to be sweet and caring. I want him to love all of us again. I want you to be happy. I want him to be happy. And I want happiness. I can't apologize enough. Am I apologizing just because I think you'll bring him back? No. Because I have no idea if you even know where he is. I just ... I miss him. I want us all to be friends. I want to force us to have get together. I don't want to give up and say "I'm pitiful". I want to show him how strong I've become. I've been waiting for him ... I have refused every opportunity because I promised him ... I promised him I'd wait for him. I promised him I'd get online everyday and post a message on his comments everyday. He's important to me and I will not let him be forgotten. Or you. I refuse to forget you and the others. I love you Maryna. You were always there for me. And I didn't believe you when I should have. Please ... please don't hate me! I love you more than I love myself. You helped me gain confidence. You helped me through the sadness. I need you back as a friend. Please Maryna...please respond. I tried calling you today ... but you didn't answer.
With all the love poured into one letter,
Veronica

Report | 03/27/2010 1:41 pm

Selbstmord Schreie

what are you up to my dearest?

Report | 03/17/2010 3:12 pm

Selbstmord Schreie

guten tag
Ryna-Chan

Report | 02/09/2010 4:29 pm

Selbstmord Schreie

Ryna-chan!!!!!

Report | 11/08/2009 9:19 am

MAGG0T4L1FE

so watcha been up to?

Report | 11/06/2009 5:03 pm

MAGG0T4L1FE

good and u?

Report | 11/05/2009 11:04 pm

Keneko_Kitty741

Heh...yeah..Umm...I'm sorry. You should know better now though. I always use dots... after all they are what I place when i can't think of what to say...so yeah..Lol.

Report | 11/05/2009 8:03 pm

MAGG0T4L1FE

hi

Report | 11/04/2009 5:24 pm

Keneko_Kitty741

I'll tell you about. I'm...fine.

Report | 11/01/2009 8:38 am

Keneko_Kitty741

Yeah...it did suck. Ryna...there's something I need to tell you about. I've already told Alaina because I was in a hurry when I was typing but..I'll send you a PM. I really want to hang out. I've not been home lately becuase even though HE'S in jail, I'm still terrified of my own house.

Report | 10/31/2009 8:43 am

Keneko_Kitty741

BLAH! My hair is immune to hairdye! It's already going back to brown. Blah. Luckily, there's this place that's giving out free hair coloring. Because they're having a hair coloring contest so they're dying hair for free. I'm thinking about going and asking them to fix my hair.

Report | 10/27/2009 3:15 pm

Keneko_Kitty741

I was planning on playing soccer this year. There's this girl in my pe class who was telling me about the procedures and stuff. Yup I'm gonna dye it but maybe not something extreme. Probably just highlights or something typical. I just got money for my grades so I have like $23. That should be...enough.

Report | 10/18/2009 10:45 pm

Keneko_Kitty741

How are you doing, Ryna-senpai? We...should hang out sometime soon. Guess what? I'm dying my hair. I'm tired of being dull and ugly so now I'm going to be vibrant, unusual, and beautiful. Just watch. I'm not sure what colour to dye. Maybe blue? Hmm...I also want to start playing sports. I've lost 7 pounds already, so if I play sports I'm sure to loose the other 30 pounds I want to loose.

Report | 08/22/2009 3:19 pm

Keneko_Kitty741

Yeah but it doesn't matter anymore. They are all leaving me. Mikey, Matt...next its sure to be alaina. Im just waiting for the moment when I wake up and realize this is all not real. He told me he would always love me. he told me that he loved me. And now this? I don't understand...

Report | 08/16/2009 10:59 pm

LoveRyna

...Yeah. I'll be over there in about half an hour. but this is the last time Ryna. I'm not coming back.

Report | 08/16/2009 10:58 pm

flameaphobia

will... you at least come over one last time?

Report | 08/16/2009 10:57 pm

LoveRyna

no.

Report | 08/16/2009 10:57 pm

flameaphobia

...i can't change your mind?

Report | 08/16/2009 10:55 pm

LoveRyna

...You'll be fine without me. Your a big, beautiful girl... With good friends that trust and believe in you... you can't be hanging around people like me... it's bad for your image.

Report | 08/16/2009 10:49 pm

flameaphobia

that's not Fair! I need you to get THREW my daylife! please Matt! What am i supposed to do without you?

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