Nessecary Insanity

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Last Login: 11/16/2011 7:24 pm

Registered: 06/12/2007

Gender: Female

Location: where ever you least expect me.

I am.... that's all

Hey. I'm Ryna. I'm old enough to know what you are talking about and too young to care what you think of me. i am an artist and a writer, so... i write graphic novels (none of them are published yet, but i'm determined to get them out there!)I don't understand why people get so angry when people take there art. Personally i'd be flattered to find people thought it was good enough to steal.I only talk to people that interest me, it sounds really cruel, but i have to keep myself entertained or i'll go even more insane. i play guitar and keyboard when i can, and... i watch lots of anime. I mean LOTS of anime. Besides that i have a Bad habit of doing stupid things and want to build a robot. Childish dream? Prehaps, but if i accomplish it that would make me the mad scientist wouldn't it? Heh...anything else you want to know ask.


Oh... And thanks to Matt who awakened my inner perv... I have a single conversation with him and now my entire brain is full of these pretty (but inappropriate) images... like baths... with lots of bubbles... and foam... heh heh...

Kiss your Boyfriend


Anime i have seen

Gauken Alice,
wolfs Rain,
Rozen maiden,
Host club,
D.N Angel,
strawberry panic,
hell girl,
shugo chara,
rumbling hearts,
angel sanctuary,
death note,
descendants of darkness,
pita ten
scrapped princess,
school days,
vampire princess miyu
the familiar of zero
minami ke
suzumiya haruhi no yuutsu
Howl's moving castle
Oh! My goddess
Vampire knight
elven lied

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Butterfly_MAGNET Report | 06/05/2011 7:35 pm
Dear Maryna-sempai,
I am very extremely sorry for the way I've acted. Not just recently, but in all. I was a selfish moron the entire time I was friends with Mikey. I drove him away with my foolishness, and THAT is why he isn't coming back .... is he? I was healing ... and then I found that bear. The one that he got me for my birthday ... and everything flowed back. I'm sorry I couldn't love him right. I was stupid and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you when you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I yelled at you and called you a liar. I'm sorry I said Mikey wasn't real. He is very real. Whether a person or not ... he's real where it counts... in my heart. He's always been real to me, and my bipolar self pushed everyone away. I wanted to believe he was fake because I was scared to love. I was scared that I was falling in love with him. And I was. And Now here I am .... two years later. The pain strikes my heart ... but doesn't cause it to bleed. I want him back. I don't care what has to happen, I want him back. I want him to act gay and feminine. I want him to say stupid things that we laugh at. I want him to be sweet and caring. I want him to love all of us again. I want you to be happy. I want him to be happy. And I want happiness. I can't apologize enough. Am I apologizing just because I think you'll bring him back? No. Because I have no idea if you even know where he is. I just ... I miss him. I want us all to be friends. I want to force us to have get together. I don't want to give up and say "I'm pitiful". I want to show him how strong I've become. I've been waiting for him ... I have refused every opportunity because I promised him ... I promised him I'd wait for him. I promised him I'd get online everyday and post a message on his comments everyday. He's important to me and I will not let him be forgotten. Or you. I refuse to forget you and the others. I love you Maryna. You were always there for me. And I didn't believe you when I should have. Please ... please don't hate me! I love you more than I love myself. You helped me gain confidence. You helped me through the sadness. I need you back as a friend. Please Maryna...please respond. I tried calling you today ... but you didn't answer.
With all the love poured into one letter,
Selbstmord Schreie Report | 03/27/2010 1:41 pm
what are you up to my dearest?
Selbstmord Schreie Report | 03/17/2010 3:12 pm
guten tag
Selbstmord Schreie Report | 02/09/2010 4:29 pm
MAGG0T4L1FE Report | 11/08/2009 9:19 am
so watcha been up to?
MAGG0T4L1FE Report | 11/06/2009 5:03 pm
good and u?
Keneko_Kitty741 Report | 11/05/2009 11:04 pm
Heh...yeah..Umm...I'm sorry. You should know better now though. I always use dots... after all they are what I place when i can't think of what to yeah..Lol.
MAGG0T4L1FE Report | 11/05/2009 8:03 pm
Keneko_Kitty741 Report | 11/04/2009 5:24 pm
I'll tell you about. I'm...fine.
Keneko_Kitty741 Report | 11/01/2009 8:38 am did suck. Ryna...there's something I need to tell you about. I've already told Alaina because I was in a hurry when I was typing but..I'll send you a PM. I really want to hang out. I've not been home lately becuase even though HE'S in jail, I'm still terrified of my own house.