Wel, from the way I see it there you've chosen those choices and are placating yourself, saying 'oh well, I did bad, iust be bad'
In all actuality, I don't see that. I believe everyone has the ability to choose, even though the concept of free will is a made up idea, and we all act on pre-programmed thoughts and notions, even those can be challenged by our own want to be better. We just have to want it.
You can choose good. Or you can choose bad, but don't your actions dictate who you are. You're good, I can feel it.