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These last few weeks have been strange. In strange I mean stranger then the rest.
I'm sick of being lied to by the people I thought I trusted. To some people so many things are just games. Games they play just to please themselves no one else. I hate the way people are just always acting...acting without telling people it's just a game.
Someone I love and have loved for a long time, I realized that he never thought of me as anything more then a game. For so long I trusted that person with anything in my mind and I knew that he would always keep it in some part of his mind. But I was wrong. I know that person doesn't feel the same way about me. He never has and I don't think he ever will. It's okay I guess, it doesn't really affect me that much anymore..or does it. I'm not so sure- I havn't been too sure of anything these past weeks.