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I've been thinking about alot of stuff I have done lately. There are some things I have been hanging on to for so long but I have known all along that they are going to slip away. I'm sick of having to hold on so tight. Maybe I should move on and wait for something that can hold on to me, even though it's been great and worth holding on too but I just need a break even if just for a little bit.
So excited about started college and things. It is a blast I love it. Some people have been telling me "don't worry it'll be over soon" or things like that, like iit's some kind of pain but it's not it's actually really fun. I don't want it to end soon specially since i'm taking soo many short courses.
I miss LA alot but it's good to be somewhere as familiar as where I am. It just feels so strange to be back after so long, it's like I have missed too much buut on the other hand it's amazing how much people have changed!...including people I don't like very much. But he bothered to get me ice cream? He walked through my door I did not know what to say to him. I haven't seen this person in what five years? and then he brings me ice cream. It was a strange night.