So I sit at my grandpa's house at 1am on January the 3rd. What a way to begin my new year. .. but s**t. I landed myself here.
I can't sleep. I'm having regretful thoughts of all I'm letting go. I can't believe I put myself here. I'm not ready to let go yet. All I ever do anymore is sit around and think about what I could've done to change the way everything ended up. But hell maybe this is for the ******** best. I need to get away from all that s**t. It's the people and friends I made through it all and the ones that helped me out thats making me so miserable. I wish I could still talk to them.
I miss them much. Love them more than life itself.. more that words can describe. They are memories of mine forever. And with that, I'll try to sleep... I got a s**t load to do tomorrow.
<3 Rose
xRosex · Wed Jan 03, 2007 @ 07:05am · 2 Comments |