********. ((What a way to start the entry, huh?)) =) Well, summer's started... and its already s**t.
It's amazing how much some people can change without even knowing it. I miss those old days when everyone got along nicely and the only things we argued about were whos turn it was to play with the toy car or barbie doll. Everything seems like hell now. I hate it. I ******** cant stand living where I do. Some people just say its part of being a teenager, but NO THE ******** IT ISNT!! This is crazy. I get bitched at the second I walk in the door for s**t I didn't even do. I get called a whore and a slut and s**t.. by my own dad.. ((that s**t doesn't phase me anymore))but wtf?? I haven't even done anything in order to give him a reason to say that s**t. I swear my parents don't like me. I wish I could say I wasn't related to them. When I say that s**t, People tell me that I should be grateful to have a family where my parents are still married and I have brothers and sisters.. well ********. .I'm grateful for all that.. I wish they'd just show that they cared every once in a while.. aaah ********.. they make me want to cry..
I need "and then I turned seven"
confused cry
xRosex · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 02:31am · 0 Comments |